**a LiFe without close sOuls**CoLoUrS oF LiFe???

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

*** jUst wHen i wAs dYinG oF huNgeR ***

i've always had this love hate relationship with month-end
to many, it's PAY-DAY time and everyone's joying over it
but to me, its a mega huge torture...
a day that i dread for it's arrival
a day whereby i know burning the midnight oil is not WOW but HOW...
it's been a good 8mths since i've started to have this phobia for month-end
- hur hur -
just when i thought my day was really stressful enough,
my bro made it even more stressful when he came by to help move tyres
1stly, he did not gave me a choice of my dinner preference,
2ndly, he just popped by with 3pkts of rice + 1/2 of a whole chicken, just for the 2 of us
- yea, tell me more abt me being not round enuff -
lol
3rdly, GREAT.....there were NO forks or spoons given

thus, i was really forced to use my hands and munch
it was really my 1st time and i really did hesitated for a long while...
trust me, i did search high and low for some spare cutleries in the ofc, but to no avail
thus, there we go, digging our hands into the rice and placing right into our mouth
my bro even looked @ me and asked, " is it too unglam for you that you took so long to decide? "
haaaaaaaaaaaaa, seriously i don't know what stopped me thou
lol
hell anw, we had great laughs over dinner and looking at how pathetic we were at that moment
i guess that moment of unexpected joy I had was gd enuff as a stress reliver
*woot*

11:48 pm;

Saturday, June 20, 2009

~ tHe LoSt mE ** iTs bEeN LonG ~

kekeke
sooooo sua ku
1st time to marina barrage
thou it's been a hype for long
but i guess the urge to go just wasn't there
lol

however, made an impromptu trip there with our finest photographer yg li
kekeke
the place was really packed with people due to a rock climbing competition
however, with jungle boy hving his ways, we managed to park @ a secret plc
ting & i were very mesmerized with the rock climbing hunks that we practically ignore yg
haaaaaaaaaaaa

the place really made me a very ambitious person
it brought me back to the taysooling that i used to be
finding back the old me,someone whom i felt familiar with
the landscape and horizons was exactly how i always picture myself to be while watching tv
from a far, i yearn to own that particular building
from a far, i shout out loud & dared to dream once more
from a far, the urge to be successful and be a prominent figure lingers
-arghz-

hell anw, it was really a good night spent
yg was totally engross with his photography while ting & i night-dreamt our way thru
:)
ting commented that i am her new dating partner, OMG
bt, indeed its so true, for we hit a record of meeting up 4times that week
hahaha

11:46 pm;

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

*** tHe FSBCGS girLs 888

it's amazing how i managed to get close with these peeps
they are pple who guided me thru my FS journey
they are pple whom drilled me from head to toe
they are pple whom are way above being bimbotic despite their posh outlooks @ work
they are the ones whom always ask me to look out for my 'flower pot'
~ assholes ~

they are just so hilarious, so pure, so straight-forward
the unmasked version of them cracks me up
i am afterall a small little girl in their eyes
:)

11:34 pm;

Thursday, June 11, 2009

*** ~ 回忆 ~ ***

回忆是越是美好的人
现实中越是容易不幸

??? 真的吗 ???

3:56 pm;

Thursday, June 04, 2009

~ tOoooo cUte 2 rEsiSt ~

i've always been a huge fan of Mr. Men & Little Miss
remembering those days i used to flip the various small little booklets
giggling at how lame their stories were but nevertheless being entertained by them too
the attraction i had for them was they were just so colourful as a bunch
there's just this thing about me and colours that i adore :)

back in the days in surrey, as and when i head dwn to london,
will for sure make a trip to covent garden and purchase their individual clay figurines bit by bit
those were the days when the x-change rate of pounds and sin were 1 is to 3
i was insane to buy them, but they were just too irresistible for me
at that point of time, it's really tough to get hold of the figurines in Singapore

as time passed, with a blink's eye, everywhere in Sin now has Mr.Men & Little Miss
i seriously dislike it when it gets too commercialize and every corner you turn,
pple are just walking advertisements of it, lol
*smack smack* i was one of those as well, lol

just when i seriously have no time recently to idolize my mountain of "toys"
i am being brought back into this little girl fantasy world of mine :)
whenever i head to 7-11 to buy magz or shell to pump the petrol,
the whole shelf besides the cashier is stack with loads of Mr.Men & Little Miss
all sorts of merchandise were available from water bottles to stickers to plush toys

ooooooooooooooooooooooooo
everytime, i was very very tempted to buy the BIG plush toys home, one by one
bt thinking and re-thinking, i was afraid of the stares pple might give me
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
a grown-up holding a BIG plush toy.....
hmz..............
but i really do adore it alot.....

my fren's have been nagging at me to stop wearing cartoony tees
my family have been telling me to stop buying "toys" all of kinds
lol lol
but thinking again, i can faster buy and faster run to my car after pumping the petrol
no one will see rite?
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

8:40 am;