**a LiFe without close sOuls**CoLoUrS oF LiFe???
Monday, April 28, 2008

~ phEw phEw ~

i'm half an idiot that created a small miracle
- lol lol lol -
this proved that
being environmentally friendly will be a NO NO in my life
- seriously,i am all so glad that i dun hv to "carry" such a burden -
if not,i will be even more masked


8:51 pm;

@~ jUdgEmeNt dAy aRriVinG ~@


In moi's uni journey
the most hated word is none other than SUSTAINABILITY
this profound word in the world of Hospitality & Tourism gets on my nerves
it appears every now and then,haunting me till i can spell it backwards
and when this S***TY word is linked to the 2nd most hated word in moi's life
ENVIRONMENTALLY FRIENDLY,i am totally defeated
i bow head to these characters that tortured the final lapse of my uni journey
tat said,seriously,
SUSTAINABILITY of the ENVIRONMENT & MOI
=
NO LINK & CANT GET ALONG

however,i digged moi's own grave by choosing this horrendous topic
to allow myself to be awarded a degree that comes with an honours
tell me i'm x-tremely insane
a super anti-environmentally friendly person trying all means to convince her prof on issues with relations to SUSTAINABILITY of the ENVIRONMENT
how convincing can i get,i wonder as well
tml,i will know whether hv i create a miracle or i am just an idiot trapped within this pro-environmentally friendly world
- lol lol lol -

many a times,i asked myself while lazing on moi's bed
my favourite colour is green and i am a super "green" colour person
i eat green vegetables in supportive of my favourite colour green
- ok,i know many will think wtf,how lame can i get -
tat aside,i wonder y i am just nt environmentally friendly
y cant i support this campaign just like how i support green by eating vegs
- i know i am weird and seriously many would want to punch me -

..... but but .....
i did sth environmentally friendly today
after drinking a glass-bottled soyamilk
i washed the bottle and placed it inside the kitchen's recycle bag
..... is that a good starting gesture .....
but seriously,i wonder Y i did tat as well,sooooo not me
- i know,i am bored and stressed -

3:28 am;

Thursday, April 24, 2008

~ oNLy tHe S.T.R.O.N.G.E.S.T sUrviVeS ~

HooooooooooRaaaaaaaaaaY
~ WE ACE IT ~

moi kicked off the presentation with a BANG
hiao,melliot and honey smooth off the core component with a SWOOSH
fang ended the presentation with a STOMP
everyone,including Prof Tribe and Dr Chambers were dumbfounded and shocked in awe
!!! i guess,they've finally see how high a benchmark,we chinese,can create !!!

at the end of the 5 scheduled presentations
Special gst/2nd marker,Tourism Head Prof Tribe,came forward to US
he's seriously impressed by US and said that we had excellent Team Work
and he said sth on the line of "you guys are 1st"
- till now,my mates and i are still debating,wat does that mean -
{hiak niak hiak}
we SERIOUSLY OUTWIT the damn brits
and also those who thought that we cant speak fluent english
!!! you guys sucks big time,so wat if ur english is of true-born british slang !!!
!!! you guys lack of SUBSTANCE BIG TIME !!!
- no selling point,cant deliver proper speeches,did not LINK your damn event to cultural heritage tourism development -
***pukes***

majority of us slept for barely 2hrs and waking up at 6.30am wasn't a joke manz
en route to campus,we tried to keep ourselves awake by chattering non-stop
laughing our way through and ensuring we are on full alert and attention
- in our dreams,we were zoom off by Lewis Hamilton on his McLaren -
{lol lol lol lol}

we've managed to rehearse 2 times in the morning prior to the actual presentation
we were freaking hell ONzzzzzzzz
introducing to you the presenters of the day:
fang with her kick ass oriental pose
honey and her typical act-demure look

studious moi with mackie,our POW-DER-FUL slides creator
it's a rock on rocking solid APPLE
dun PRAY PRAY

hiao with her forever trying-hard-to-be different chicken pose
melliot with her new hair cut and acting as chinese version of Katie holmes

this whole presentation is "proudly sponsored by Fred Perry aka moi the supplier"
??? how can such a colourful and vibrant group not shine ???
!!! no one will be convinced even if we said we aint tat good !!!
{lol lol lol}
- opz -

look at how run-down our lecture theatre is
they are still using CHALK BOARD
can u believe it
- omg -
??? where have my sch fees gone to ???

holding tightly to our precious jaw-dropping presentation q-cards

??? how can we end our presentation without a forceful sexual pose ???

a hard day's work is always accompanied with a reward
nuthing fanciful, just a nice lunch at
Wagamama-a jap fusion eatery
donkey long ago since we last went
they had a change of menu design
- woot -


melliot forced us to smile without showing our teeth
she claims tat my eyes will look bigger
melliot thinks she looks much cuter and naive and watever shit
hiao indeed does look less fiercer than usual

fooooooodie


i heart moi's groupies babes to bits

despite the torturous 12hrs every other day struggles
nuthing will change the forever crazy and cranky project meetings we have
we are just who we are
we seek for ultimate bonding within the sessions and nuthing beats that
the amount of junks we consume during this period thou result in a rounder us
i guess,its the happiness within us tat made us round
we are just like the full bloom moon that's shining brightly in each other's lives
我已深深的爱上你们

8:40 am;

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

{*** tHe f1 pOweRs cOmbiNe ***}



- tOmOrRoW -
..... this flag .....

will rise
..... this flag .....
will soar up high

the hard-work must PAY-OFF
the easter-holi sacrifices must JUSTIFY
1st proj presentation in moi's 2yrs of uni journey
{what a joke,when we have like abt 5presentations/yr in TP}

skills were honed
forte shall be put to good use
as chinese,we are going to show the damn brits
whatever they can do,so can we
- @#$% -

p/s: out of 4 presentation slots
we were uber suay,as during our slot,there's gonna be a 2nd marker
??? guess who is he ???
Tourism Head of the School
Prof John Tribe
- @#$% -

it's either we prove them wrong,or we sing their song
- @#$% -

- topic -
Formula One and its link/contribution to Cultural Heritage Tourism Development
- at times we wonder,y did we dig our own grave and bury ourselves inside -
{what a "solid" choice of topic,bleahz}
- we asked ourselves numerous time,sports and culture,how to link -
- @#$% -
{but,we are ALL READY}

ALL RIGHTY GIRLS
!!! ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM WE GO !!!

p/s: lol lol.while others are smartly dressed in their damn suits
we are going to be in polo tees,jeans and sneakers
- how cool can we get -
lol lol lol
"spying" on the past 2 presentation slots b4 ours,those dressed in those damn suits are SUPER CANNOT MAKE IT group of peeps.
neither their style of dressing nor their delivery for the presentation was bearable
***crap***
it's all about INNER SUBSTANCE and not one's APPEARANCE
- opz -
wish us luck


6:30 am;

Sunday, April 20, 2008

LiVe 。LiFe 。WeLL


Sometimes LIFE gets you on the blind sight
No one meant for it to happen
Life goes on and u must make the best out of it
Bcoz it’s the only one u get

If u r strong and push the pain n fear
U'll often find tat happiness is waiting for you on the other side
If u r not strong
Then tat’s wat ur frens are for
To give u a gentle push or a kick in the ass

生命的彩色已慢慢的浮现
应为我正在努力克服心里的障碍
我慢慢学会不在去想也不在去理会
船到桥头自然直
但何时才能踏上这艘船呢

12:47 am;

Thursday, April 17, 2008

***~ 还是有明天 ~***

当伤到尽时,不懂淌泪
呼吸也乱,有口难言面对
当双眼渐红,哭不算罪
谁没有苦水
纵使结果早已知
就算牺牲都愿意
前路有多苦未怕摔倒

忘掉昨天那怀疑
在困境坚守路线,无憾了
这辈子未算长未觉短
前路末登只有依
学会最终嘲是笑

回望省低苦涩也可将人生的可记易
存在个种有意义

Life is just as it is
no one ever said it will be easy
but it is in choosing to ride over it that we become better people


Good things or Bad things
they are constantly happening
the only constant is change
we have to choose which "lens" we want to view things through


Rosy or Bleak Lenses
it doesn't change the things that happen
but it changes the way we feel about them
so why wouldn't anyone choose to feel good?


i will and i must
time will heal the hurting wound
sadly,there will be a scar
what goes down eventually must go up
Things will be better,I promise


5:17 am;

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

>> 期望越大 。 失落更大 <<

最近的我对电话的铃声产生了恐惧感
接听电话的前几秒
时时刻刻的我终是希望有好消息
但次次期盼的喜都变成悲

我告诉我自己
面临人生这个挫折不是一件很大的事
有时我也问自己,是否把这些事件看的太严重
在这个世界上有更多悲惨的事件已发生在别人的身上,都还没轮到我
我哭个屁啊

但我始终还是感到非常沮丧

已习惯含着泪水入眠的我竟然还没麻木
接下来的日子将会更难度过
但我知道我一定能克服我自己
时间将能让一切都成为过去
做了决定的我,除了怪自己,我还能怪谁呢

10:04 am;

Sunday, April 13, 2008

。。。 是否 。。。

两个同病相怜的人
..... 远离家乡,寻找各自的方向 .....

一个一点也不开心
一个做了人生中最错的决定

在谈开胸怀的时候
已发现没有回头路可走
望着前方的迷糊道路
心里难免会感到灰心
压力不断的增加

眼睛里的泪光已被所有人看见
不管多少的安慰和开导
也不能减轻心里的负担
唯一能感到安慰的是有朋友在身边的支持

困难的事件会一直的出现
计划终究只是计划
人生已不能在靠以前的计划来判断未来的道路
应为有太多不惟认知的事情会出现
我已学会到这个道理
但还是希望能学会放得开

我要找回以前有灿烂笑容得自己
!!! 朋友,你也一定要 !!!


10:44 am;

Thursday, April 10, 2008

<>} 人生的代价 {<>

我一再一再的问自己
是否应该牺牲
这一切是否值得

我也有自己的理想和梦想
这一路辛辛苦苦的走来
努力的争取了人生中一些能让自己感到开心,骄傲和有自信心的事情
。。。 这一切都是为了 。。。
证明给这一生看不起和欺负我的所有人
另一方面是让这一生对我有信心和期望的所有人感到骄傲

。。。 但现在的我 。。。
有可能不能把我自认为的强项用去打出自己的一片天地
老天爷太爱耍人了
??? 但为何选择了我呢 ???
我将会辜负了很多对我有期盼得人
{对不起}
我近几年来努力计划的道路将会被毁灭掉
{我已绝望,我也任命}

。。。 我现在只希望 。。。
我的伟大(哈哈)牺牲将会带给我更好的未来
- 张惠妹 -
。。。 我想哭,但是哭不出来 。。。

- a friend's words of encouragement gave me strength -
u r moulded for the hospitality industry
hope u figure out the crossroads soon
if u can't decide,just anyhow walk
all roads lead you somewhere
and that life will take u to where you should be ultimately
don't beat urself up too much over choices
{sadly,right now,i aint given any choice no more}
{but ur words will bring me far}

谢谢你,我的朋友


5:18 am;

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

@~ dUmBfOuNdEd ~@


。。。。。 现在的我 。。。。。
在我对未来的人生很迷糊的时候
我又面对了另一个更加烦恼的事情
原本的我,已下了决心,做好了一些决定
但是现在的我又被打回原点
我非常不甘愿
为何在我对未来的人生有希望的时候
我竟然要背负这些 “老天爷要玩和耍我” 的负担
从今天开始,我已不在是以前的我
我必须把这二十三年以来的所有习惯和想法都抛在大海里
我现在要做的是面对现实,抬起头向未来的艰苦道路前进
我已没有资格选择吊儿郎当的生活
咪咪的眼泪已流完,眼睛要张大
我要坚强,我要成功,我要把以前的生活赚回来
i cant choose to TRY
i can only say I MUST

1:21 am;

Friday, April 04, 2008

~}@ sPaStiC fAb 4 @{~

???wat do u do when project meet-up gets damn hell mundane???
we were all so clueless on which direction to head towards in our research/write-ups
we were all so restless after hving our butts glued to the sofa/chair
..... this is when we start to hallucinate and bring our imaginations overboard .....

this is Y we heart apple's creations on its macbkpro
we were swirl away to lalaland
it includes several wonderful destinations

..... join us on our wonderful expedition .....
{hiak niak hiak niak}

1st Pitstop: Eiffel Tower - Paris,France

2nd Pitstop: Niagara Falls - Ontario & New York, Canada & U.S.A

3rd Pitstop: Andy Warhol Museum - Pittsburg,U.S.A

4th Pitstop: Gleneagles Hospital Xray Dept - Singapore

??? - do you like this specially planned itinerary - ???
do not missed out on this wonderful opportunity
1st come 1st serve basis
pick up ur mobile and dial @#$% to experience sth tat's once in a life time
- we, the tour guides of Spastic World Tour Pte Ltd, is looking forward to meeting you -
*winks winks*

6:24 pm;

***~*** tHe uNeXpEcTeD sUrpRisE ***~***

a new start for a "newly-revamped" personnel
- this post's done by the princess herself -
it was a day i was long anticipating but it started off being very simple and thinking that it was just a very very very normal dinner at dad's restaurant with my UniS sweethearts!
met baby, james and 筷子妹 fife at the bus stop before heading to London together with melly and jon and we decided to start snapping!!!



while waiting for james to get our tickets, tracy baby decided to take some good shots of my new hairstyle!!! *love*

reached waterloo at about six... suppose to meet 38 at half past six at liverpool street station cause she 'went to London earlier to meet her friend'. but we were late... so when i called 38, she told me that she's already at dad's restaurant cause she didn't want to wait at the station... which of course didn't make me suspect anything at all!!!

but when i reached daddy's restaurant, dad and 38 were outside waiting for our arrival!!! and when i step foot into the restaurant... i still didn't realise anything... until i looked into the smaller dining area and... tadaaa....... *drum rolls*



a wonderfully and beautifully decorated table for 8 nicely done by my beloved 38!!! i was lost for words and whatever appeared in front of me really melted my heart!



my princessy balloons and lovely present and card!!!



the card is seriously one of the best i've ever received from my friends and it definitely took them alot of effort in cutting and pasting all the pictures to make it so special! love it to bits!!!



very engrossed in reading that very meaningful card and just take a look at my expressions!!! i cannot seem to close my mouth at all! lol!!!



and there you go, my lovely girlfriends and the guys!!!



my ladies whom i absolutely love to bits!
clockwise:
tracy baby, 筷子妹fife, melly, 我的没人情味又不要脸的三八好朋友



and of course, my everdearest old man! his love for me and mine for him!!! thank you for everything daddy! i'll always be your little girl!



presenting the couples who made my day so very special!
james and tracy baby, 38 and fife, melly and jon



i love you people so so so much!!! hugs!!! thank you so much for being in my life! nothing beats the wonderful friendships!



this is 我的没人情味又不要脸的三八好朋友!!! my best girlfriend in UniS! thank you for planning this surprise and putting in so much effort in making it happen! thank you for coming back into my life! our telepathy will be with us forever and we will still crack each other up no matter how old we may become. we will still have days where we sit in front of the computer and start laughing out loud to ourselves! i love you!



the lovely cake from bro calvin and sis! but somehow... try to spot some mistakes!!! lol!!!



and that night... daddy suddenly felt he had a few more daughters!



my girls whom i heart so much!



and i think this is a really cool candid shot! very natural and blur! lol!



finally, a decent group picture of all those who were present! thank you everyone for making my day so special! your presence meant more than anything in the world!

i'm an old girl now! (: but i'm loving it!

- i carried all 8 BIG FAT balloons all the way from Guildford to London ok,no joke manz -
-the freakass tube stations at off-work timings is @#$% -
- but i did it with LOVE -
***smilez***


6:44 am;

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

***~ 拥有就必须懂得珍惜 ~***

..... 最近我交了一个新朋友 .....
在短短的几天内
悟到情的可
的身上我学会到 “爱护及关怀” 是多么重要的基本人之常情
我也亲眼看到她的小小牺牲和听到她非常开心的说
“我买这个给我的爸爸妈妈和姐姐”
我从未听她说 “我买了这个给我自己”
在我的记忆中,很像只有少许的那么一次
在买任何东西时,她會先考慮家人的需要及喜好
..... 我发现,在她的内心深处.....
家人自己心是比任何事情更重要

我本身感到非常內疚
应为,回想到自己的行为和想法从未会这样
我开始问自己,我是否不孝呢
父母亲把我抚养的这么大,又把我安顿的服服帖帖
为何我竟然没有想过要买一些好吃或有用的东西给他们呢
在我内心处,对我而言,家家有本难念的经
在我能付出前,我必须学会如何放下

我希望上天能打造出一个新的郑素琳
哈哈哈

感谢你
我非常敬佩的朋友

4:38 am;


This is how I feel
Whenever I'm with you
Everything is all about you
Too good to be true

Love Is You - ten2five
About Moi {Lovely contributed by Jess Dear} {Selective reading plz,LOL}

Tay Soo Ling

Mid - Twentish
~omg,tell me I am not OLD~

A student no more
But an Ultimate Slacker and more

Loves

TaGbOaRd


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