**a LiFe without close sOuls**CoLoUrS oF LiFe???

Thursday, February 28, 2008

bLisSfuL sOunD waVes

- i am thrilled -

when one no longer yearns for it

it comes as a surprise for one

i no longer mind being placed 2nd

i am a happy spare buoy

- i felt loved -

12:32 am;

Sunday, February 24, 2008

}# jApAn aPes rULeZ iT aLL #{

woot woot
a collaboration of 2 mighty brands
moi's all-time-favourite
A Bathing Ape (Bape) n Nintendo
presenting a whole new theme
Bape-branded Nintendo DS Lite

Nintendo's Mario and Bape's Baby Milo will adorn the packaging and the top half of the DS

the latter of which mimics

the familiar Louis Vuitton pattern that has adorned overpriced baggage for decades

i wanna lay my hands on this precious gem

despite its official launch in April

i bet many fans out there are seizing all opportunities to pre-order it

the main qns:looking on the fact tat it should be on limited supply

??? where to pre-order???

{damnz,i loathe it when i am unaware}

{arghz}

11:32 pm;

Saturday, February 23, 2008

老媽子之歌

人们从未珍惜
在这世界上
有个人
永远默默为我们而付出
他们的唠叨常让我们觉得很厌烦
可是，就在这个过程中，我们成长了许多

..... to a certain extent .....

this video may be hilarious
it may be entertianing
you may be impressed by this mum's talent
..... but .....

while enjoying,think back
??? have you all been thru wat's stated in the lyrics ???

11:05 pm;

Friday, February 22, 2008

~*** gReeNinG tHe sOuLs ***~

..... while .....
embarking on moi's journey into the forested fields
trotting from grass to mud to magnificient landscape
embracing those envionmentally friendly concepts
..... i am missing on 3 soulmates who have helped me along this winding road of learning .....

am in the midst of drafting/working/completing
a dissertation that's to be submitted in part-fullfillment of moi's honours degree

..... remembering .....
the day that i submitted a self-created and chosen title to moi's supervisor
i've given these 3 babes a huge shock of their lives
..... oh my oh my .....
the title being
- Sustainability of Environmental Practices within the Hotel Industry -
for those who knows me well,will understand y moi's babes were shocked in awe
{lol lol lol lol}
i am the last person on earth who will give a damn care
abt the environment,the depleting ozone layers,the north/south creatures,etc
{opz,i seem to have made myself sound sooooo bad a soul}
they all thought that i might just be a changed soul after doing on this topic
i guess,after 6mths,i haven shown a single improvement on my attitude towards this issue
{it seems i am hopeless in being an environment caring human being}

nonetheless

THANK YOU babes

i've failed you guys,for hving hopes on me

but still,helping me in one way or another

{lol lol lol}

Qi Ai De Ah Nan Nan

thx for all the info you've asked from ur fren

it has all been put to good use in moi's dissertation

thx for hving faith in me still

没有你的日子，我不知道该如何是好

x-factor Ngia Kee

ur constant care and concern for the nature just amaze me

the actions you've made in ur lifestyle hv lend a hand in saving the mother earth

i've really tried to "feel" for the nature and show concerns

but no to avail

{lol lol lol}

应为我知道这世界还有你去拯救

dearie uber-gemini jess

ur way of motivating me has taken effect

written on her msn nick

"Work on your thesis,you THIRD CLASS fella"

na bei,made me laugh like mad

你的唠叨和纠缠让我踏出重要的第一步

姐妹们

谢谢

我学习到

有精神上的支持有多么重要

7:30 am;

Thursday, February 21, 2008

~ 母亲的眼泪 ~

since young
my mum have always remind me
how much a 哭宝 i am
never hv i ever deny that image of mine

seriously,tears flow down my eyes easily
even the slighest gesture of appreciation
i can vouch that,despite tears being salty in taste
it doesnt differ even when it's tears of joy
i was reminded of a moment when i had tears of joy
- a time during moi's internship evaluation in Four Seasons Hotel Singapore reception -
"i had never expected such positive and good comments to come along my way"
"moi's confidence level was pumped n reached 200%"
"times were rough,but i found myself enjoying tremendously"
"thank you,from the bottom of my heart,to 'policewoman' counterparts"
- nicyubin,ahmeng,aidada,laphone,burpywendy
gentlegiantjeff,gorgeouslaura,jappyai,tannyfumie,fleererfairoza -
thereafter,Mr Rao Director of Rooms hv been providing me opportunities every now and then
"am seriously touched,but i've let him down several times due to uncertainties in uni-choice"
- sorry - still - thank you -

i've watched a variety show
i know am atrocious to even shed tears for variety shows
but,it was extremely heartache bcoz i feel for the daughter
a tailoring company boss turn hawker stall owner
a mother,whom have been working day-till-night for years
had her daughter under foster care due to work committments
bringing her home for only 24hrs or less per week
all in the name of providing her a better life in future,with tons of uncertainties

遗憾, 无奈, 都是为了生活
感觉亏欠了她

母亲的承诺
母亲最单纯的愿望

有心去学习

努力不一定会成功，但是要成功必须要努力

失望的眼泪
可是越艰苦的人生才是越精彩
走下去的路一定很艰难
但是只要相信自己

人生的路一定有人会带则你走

sobz sobz

am already learning to treasure

every now and then

..... those wonderful moments .....

as time goes by,i've learned to forgive

but i just cant bring myself to forget

i've been thru it

today,the WHO I AM is moulded by "them"

- i am strong -

3:32 am;

Monday, February 18, 2008

%$#@ wELL - dEseRve sLaP bY bEauTieS @#$%

..... once again .....
am bitten by the deadly apple bug

2 years ago
when it was time for a lappie for sch
the battle was Sony VS Mac
all i asked for is the best graphics in a lappie
tat's my priority bcoz i seek for gd quality when i watch my shows
{opz opz opz,i know i am getting a lappie for sch work}
looking at practicalities,i opt for the windows-based Sony
it has failed me in several aspects,but many a times i am still in defense of it
prob am just convincing myself i've made the right choice
despite that,i still adore it's clean-cut biz-like looks

right now,as school's life is approaching the finishing line
the techy burning flame within me is emerging again
am no longer bothered by compatibilities of softwares with the school anymore
all i seek for is just being a "shallow-buyer"
something that's pretty,something that's new for me to explore

i've gt like 3 "true" frens in Uni whom have been buzzing me to get it

{the lovely Tracy-san,superwhite James & little red cap jonG}

at this point of time

i've decided to get it for myself as a Graduation gift

but.....it's sooooo ex that i'll prolly seek for sponsorship

{opz,lol lol lol}

presenting to you

the ever-charming MacBook Pro
???tell me ..... how can i not be mesmerized by it ???

this "freaking" beauty has been haunting me since its 1st launch in London

i've manage to sway away from it despite its 10millionV electric power

right now,with its new improved features,i hate it bcoz it's pulling me back

the magnetic power is stronger than ever

??? can i resist this temptation ???

..... i almost couldn't .....

but,mac rumours said that iphone2 (3G,video,etc) will b launched during summer in US

xmas 08 should be the arrival in europe

wat the $#@%

i need to WAIT AGAIN

am a famous impulse buyer when it comes to techy-goods

from my own point of view,i've waited LONG enough

..... arghz .....

days ago

i've made a decision

if i'm back in singapore for good

i aim to make my room

..... an ......

!!!!! APPLE gallery !!!!!

{woot woot}

1:27 am;

Saturday, February 16, 2008

~***miSpLaCeD sOuL***~

M.I.A

dissertation in construction

8:17 pm;

Thursday, February 14, 2008

~~ 分开以后 ~~

想喊你却没敢开口
最后只有流着泪看你走
我想问我
是否只愿意就这样放手
既然无法挽留
只好接受

从今以后
你要寂寞多久
谁能给予你
我这般的温柔
也许是多虑了
你离开我会过得更快乐
可对于软弱的我
回忆就足够

分开以后
每当想到你
就会低下头
紧握着手
不知过了多久
我相信你就会有一样的辛酸难受
都曾经深爱过谁
有谁能舍得

在离开你之后
想快乐也只是一种强求
一个人
怎么过都是愁
懂得拥有
却未必能让
你为我停留
最后只剩遗憾
拉住我不放手

***my dearest darling***

the song speaks wat's in your heart

.....but.....

we'll never leave you all by urself

9:37 pm;

{***}~ mELaNcHoLy & jAdeD LoVe ~{***}

a chance on love so unexpected
yearning to feel all so accepted
but will that someone fill that emptiness
giving and receiving on each others' shortcoming worst
- ??? is every individual willing to compromise on the gaps within their love ??? -

14th february
a day mark on all lovers' calendar

isit a day for one to be reminded that it's time to shower extra love
or isit a day to compensate for the negligence on their loved ones
or isit just a plain oh day of an excuse for another celebration in one's love life
??? aint this day depressing ???
??? y must a day be dedicated to all lovers' on earth ???
i dont loathe this date/day
neither am i being sore
however,i feel an ache

..... for those .....
who were reminded of their past failed relationships
who never had a chance on the taste of love
who were ditched prior or on this deadly number 14/2

hearts were crushed and broken
give them a breathing space to heal
..... for those .....

有了爱情也烦脑
没有爱情也烦脑
人生本来就很烦脑了

为合要多添这么多烦脑呢？

因为这是生涯的一部份吗？

omg,my chinese sucks again,shitz

jess dearie and moi were sharing some thoughts after watching OTH

TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES

but in actual fact

- ??? wat defines true love ??? -

?sacrifices?being there in needed times?realising it after merry-go-round?

{know the diff of REEL n REAL life,leave that fairy-tale land}

it seems majority does not settle for the best

in a matter of fact,it's the 2nd,3rd,etc best

??? does this directly imply the non-existence of everlasting love ???

TRUE LOVE = feelings will always be there = NEVER DIES

but.....hw often one can forget about their ex(es)

there's always a part of them within one's heart

and it might include feelings as well

???so if one hv 4 ex(es),is there the existence of 4 true love???

???if all these true love never dies,then hw will one noe that's the final ONLY ONE???

make everyday a sign of hope
and you will realize that it's not just 1 day that makes the difference
it's everyday and every part of your life that's the difference

7:31 am;

sOuTh aFrica {~ cULtuRe oF a DiFf kiNd ~} dAy 4

yawns yawns yawns

woke up at 4.30am for the 2nd round of the Game Reserve trip

i wonder why i had put myself thru this torture

{dad,uncle peter,didi,aunt agnes and bro opt out - smart asses}

thinking that i should make full use of this wonderful trip

~ i DID it ~

it's once in a million chance that i get to see a sunrise

as many would hv known that i am never an "owl"

{woohoo yippee}

we've missed the chance to see any elephants yesterday

bt we get to have a glimpse of them

{早起的鸟儿有worms吃}

am glad i managed to make it for this trip

{cute Dumbos}

the all soooooo common deers

??? remember the Lion King that we've gave up tailing yest ???

we've found another one,could be the same one,but we'll never know

look at how ferocious is he

he's all sooooo full from his "treat"

hv a look at hw yummy the wilderbeast meat are

poor wilderbeast

one day a king,the next day a limp

{lol lol lol}

the Lion Queen hunt dwn food for Lion King n cubs

but asshole Lion King always eats first and leave the leftovers for mummy n baby

thus,many cubs died in their early years

{sobz sobz}

end of the meal

hv a close look at hw satisfied the Lion Queen is

{licking away}

toilet break

{lol lol lol}

we were back at the hotel at around 8am for our last packing
look at the life size and gigantic chess

met up with the lazy bummers for breakfast
{yummy}

thereafter,the whole group embark on the destination
SUN CITY
as it's a free and easy day
we all lazed around and let time passed by us
{wahahahahaha,wat an old women and man lifestyle}

but i managed to do my all-time-favourite waer sports

baby JET SKI baby

bro and i went for a total of 12laps each

it cost us a big bomb,bt i just cant resist it

thereafter,i've gotten sooooo tanned and sore on my limbs

{ouch baby ouch}

still AM LOVING IT still
we just cant resist taking shots outside the all-so-famous
Palace of the Lost City
{didi,moi,dajie,bro}

i've always LOVE "horns"
bcoz am a capricorn and it has horns
{i noe i am lame,pardon me}
thus i like unicorns
{weet weet}

everything's complete when there's water,tree and sky
N.A.T.U.R.E
am starting to love it more and more bit by bit

after dreaming and drooling outside the grand hotel

we've arrived at our own accomodation

??? ever experienced the vast difference in lifestyle ???

{hahahahahaha}

no complains,at least a roof above moi's head

despite the vast difference

!!! glamorous and sexy cars exists !!!

{hummer n aston martin}

{faints faints}

oooooohhhhhhhhh

??? did i mentioned before ???

the place where i've been sacrificing moi's sleep and spending time in for the whole trip

is non other than CASINO(s)

{opz opz opz naughty spanky me}

to moi's surprise,i've been making friends with the croupiers,inspectors and pit bosses

i've learnt much about the Casino industry in general from these peeps

they were very friendly despite moi winning tons of their money

{lol lol lol lol}

i've realise that i've taken a strong interest in this sector of the hospitality industry

years back,i was pretty reluctant to work in a casino-based hotel,i dislike the environment alot

but i think i've wider moi's own career path right now

i've learnt to except sth which i was very against before

{weet weet}

we shall see what awaits in the future for me

4:12 am;

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

sOuTh aFrica {~ cULtuRe oF a DiFf kiNd ~} dAy 3

it's time to say Goodbye to the lovely hotel
a place where my soul lays in comfort for the past 2nites
??? hw can a group tour live without a group photo ???
i know it's cliche
but still,memories are precious jewels
oh,i've realise tat i did not reco moi's groupmates
{moi's family of 5 + aunt agnes and godbro
newly wed jean n alywin - a taitai n a high flyer - new peeps we've met
aunty carol n uncle roy - speaks fluent japanese - new peeps we've met
uncle peter n kenny - ex exec chef of Sydney Opera House
uncle bond bond,wife n sister,bro-in-law - dwn to earth couples}

as the sun's still shining brightly and the day is still "young"
we've gotten a "bonus" trip to the Parliament House
my god.....it's HUGE
below:the puny me clasp within both bro's arms
luckily am wearing red,if nt,i doubt anyone can spot me
{lol lol lol lol}

a family shot,it's been long since we last took one on a holiday
{yippee hooray}
i've always joke and mentioned to others whom doesnt know
there are always 2 older ladies in the picture
whom are moi's dad wife and mistress
{lol lol lol}
in actual fact,she's moi aunt agnes,sister of moi dad

the lovely silver couple
daddy n mummy

the jems of aunt agnes
she sees the growth within us
she leads us on the right route in life
she rules it all
{muacks}

sunshine baby sunshine
.....my god.....
this pic totally shows 2 diff aspects tat i uber hate
1st: the sun
2nd: seating on grass

??? who said flowers do wither ???
.... i beg to differ ....
see hw glorious these women are

pride of the nation
the nation's flag soaring up high

P.O.S.E
stairs are built for this purpose
{lol lol lol lol}

i've always hv this thing for catcus
..... i wonder y .....
i guess it's one's character
only when one's torny,one will survive
..... never under-estimate it's capacity .....

today,we'll be embarking on a new adventure
a nite's stay in a lodge,just outside a Game Reserve
the name just tells you how dangerous this place can be
..... read on .....
on route to the game reserve,we've dropped by
1st stop: Lion Park
the danger begins,just right on this path
{hiak hiak hiak}

life of an innocent,to be treasured

..... aaaawwwww .....
keep me in your prayers

while posing nicely with the baby lion
out of a sudden,his paws scratched onto moi's hands
i screamed out loud,shivering in sight
{damnz}

see hw daring they were
{gosh}

after a scare at the Lion Park

i was glad to arrive safely in the lodge

welcome drinks were served,with tons of flies surrounding the glasses

{wahahahaha,still,i drank it}

the game reserve ride begins
leading us thoughout the trip was a ranger and his rifle
{this is in preparation of any animals attacking us}
{see,get wat i mean by dangerous???}
despite being shelter above,there's no guarantee,for the animals attack by the sides

halfway thru the ride
the uncles in our tour group just dun understand
the meaning of GAME
they seriously thought that we are playing a GAME with the animals
{bash box bash}
i explained till i wanna puke
{oh phew phew gosh}