**a LiFe without close sOuls**CoLoUrS oF LiFe???

Saturday, March 28, 2009

*** OpPoRtUniTy ***

in a time span of just 4days
i've experienced things which i've never thought i might hv a shot @
bt in these days, the emotion turmoil almost crashed me deep into the ground

i've always managed to picked myself up
but in fear of when's the next time i might just be trashed dwn once again
i do wonder how long can my mind hold on and not succumb to those "devils"

i've realized that i have a lack of identity in this world right now
i was used to be know for my own name
bt in recent times, i am known to be someone's someone...

i keep telling myself, it's a transition phase, i will get thru it
i guess, it takes a lot for oneself to earn that respect
but i believed it's only when doors are open

10:30 pm;

Friday, March 20, 2009

～一切完美～

if you're in the 1st place, there is a possibility of you being replaced
only the sole choice will be able to make it till the very end
*****
第一总是会有被取代的可能
只有唯一才能一直到永远
*****
no. 1, the only way to go is down, there's no chance to improve
*****
no. 1 的压力很大, 只有下跌, 没有上升的机会

learning a new perspective of having yearn to always be no. 1
:)

10:59 pm;

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

..... 这是愛情还是依赖 .....

??? is it love or is it dependancy ???
abstracted frm The perfect Cut 2 ep10
it's just such a fine line that sets it apart
sadly, nowadays, just like hw godpa always reminds me
" marriage nor love life is something we should not toggle with "
it's not about being brave in entering one relationship & getting out of it & moving on
it's not about hw much you love each other and thinking you will want to spend your lifetime with each other
it's all about how you are going to make it through till death do you guys apart
one always think they are sure of their choices, re-think once again.....
many always says, you never try you'll never know
hmz, when things happen, i guess its too late to regret on it thou
but, some will say, That's What Life Is All About yea
i guess, in this era, it just gets harder when divorced rates are ascending
its really even more sad when one is taking the next step all bcoz of "i cant live w/o him/her"
think again.....这是愛情还是依赖.....
:)

11:31 pm;

Saturday, March 14, 2009

??? hOw tRuE cAn iT b ???

chanced upon my buddy's blog and took this personality test
on one hand, i feel it's fairly accurate on certain issues
but on the other hand, it scares me abit on hw predictable i can be
~ hahahaha ~

- judge for me then :) -

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
- many of my frens will say its damn true bcoz i just prefer to be diplomatic -

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
- pretty true :) -

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
- i guess it goes the same for everyone out there, bt i was thinking recently, can i just know someone and date him for a few mths and walk dwn the aisle with him....hmz.....-

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
- omg, so NOT true, no further explanation needed, am the least flirt/seductive person ever,ha -

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
- SPOT ON, damnz -

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
- not everyone gets to live by their dreams, i am just one of those that doesn't :( -

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
- i guess its a must for me to have such a mentality to persevere ON and shine! -

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
- Bull's eye manz -

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
- i just have to say YES :) -

8:35 pm;

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

~*** 人生的无奈 ***~

abstracted frm web

。面对它，接受它，处理它，放下它。

当一个人遇到不愿看到，却又无法改变的事实时，

应该用这样的心态去对待它，人才不会深陷在一个死角走不出去

说的容易，却非比寻常

偶尔我觉得我必须懂得去接受事实

但另一方面的我却非常不甘心

最近的我发现，钱竟然是我的推动力

太可恶了

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。我不要。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我想要的是对工作的热诚和有学习的空间

！！！我要出位！！！

~ 哈哈 ~

5:15 pm;

Sunday, March 08, 2009

@ 我们正年轻 @

abstracted from "those" days in bkk

虽然说友情要看缘份，但也必须用心经营
这样才不会有遗憾

亲爱的 & me spend 3 consecutive nights together

not in the arms of each other, but in the comfort of each other

we chatted and shared views on everything & anything

from light secrets to dark secrets

- hahaha -

as we age, our topic age as well

i wonder in our 30s, wat new topics will we be dabbling on

~ i can't wait ~

10:12 pm;

Thursday, March 05, 2009

~ a nEw leAse oF L.I.F.E ~

go.
it's one tiny, two letter word that makes amazing things happen
go is action. it's the spark that starts the flame that sets everything in motion
go gets us to try things we've always wanted to try
go keeps us going no matter what life throws our way
go reminds us it's a big, beautiful world out there, and it's time to make the most of it
which is why more people around the world go with visa
to get our there and play
to get our there and do
to get out there and experience all the incredible things life has to offer
go.

upon knowing the new marketing campaign of visa
i was really motivated about life once again
the ad in the papers hit me hard enough for me to re-think about not feeling sore for anything
i need to learn to "see open" and accept what comes into life for me
i believe i did improved but others just think its never good enough
thanks for the down-turn once again
*shit-ass-pants*

11:16 pm;