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Saturday, March 31, 2007

~*oNcE eXiStEd*~

We are searching for the reason of existence with our own hands

Bcoz maybe there's no reason for life

Everyone hopes and tries so hard to find a reason of existence

The reason of birth, of staying with someone, of existence

Believing we have to find them all with our own hands

Like finding a place for ourselves

In dreams, in jobs, in people

The reason we conclude may be indefinite and fragile

We may lose it too, but even so, we want a reason

As long as I am alive, I want it too...

If possible, I want to find a reason of existence with a person, within someone

I want to be able to live my life for someone, a person that welcomes you

Even in the hardest time

I will live to my full capacity

It's ok to be bold

Bcoz to live boldly is proof that you are living the full extent of life

I want to hear those words

I want someone to say those words

Can i find a reason too

I hope I can someday

If possible, I want to find a place within someone

Carrying for others

Sometimes makes us sad

Sometimes makes us lonely

But also it makes us happy

I wonder why I ponder so much recently

Those thoughts of mine just flow within me

I had learnt to appreciate life alot

Through my experiences and through my travelogue

7:02 am;

Sunday, March 25, 2007

**tEaRs oF bELiVeS**

If there is someone who hurt someone else

Then there is always someone who can help someone else

And that helpful someone gives courage and hope to one who is hurt

I would rather live on

Carrying the memory until the end

Bcoz, even if it is a sad memory

Even if it is a memory that only hurts me

Even if it is a memory that I would rather forget

If I carry it until the end

Without running away from it

Some Day...

I may become myself who wouldn't lose to those memories

I believe it

Because I want to believe it...

There is no such memory that you can just forget

So, the truth is...

I dont want to be forgotten

The truth is...

But, this is just...

My childish wish

{It's a secret}

Although that day is hard to bear

Some day it will be a tender memory

If I free everything in my heart

I will learn why I am here

I will know the joy to be born

Wishing...

Let's stay together forever

No matter what memory it is

I want to keep it in my heart

As I live on believing

Because I want to believe...

There is no such memory that you can just forget

So that some day...

Some day...

I may become myself who wouldn't lose

And then someday, I will even overcome it

So it can be a precious memory

I believe it

Till then...

12:06 am;

Thursday, March 22, 2007

@*pAsSiNg bY iN a bLiNk*@

Easter's approaching
Nuthing fanciful
Am seeing bunnies everywhere
From chocolates to soft toys to pens, etc
{Lol}

In days to come
My 1 mth of Easter 'Holiday' is starting
Aint excited at all for I had be freak busy
Loads of work to be done and polished
{2 projects, 1 essay, 5 exam papers}
I might just rise to heaven due to over excessive readings
However, my sis said
'I aint going anywhere or probably to Hell instead, bcoz I aint a believer in Jesus Christ'
{What a Joke}
All bcoz of those above, I had to cancel my trip to San Francisco to find my sis
Sobz, am going to miss out in indulging on those pastries delicacies she's fond in making
{View it all @ http://www.macaronsoot.blogspot.com/}

So much things to do
But so little time
???Is that the life of a typical student???
???Or isit just that I am just too plain lazy to start it earlier to ease those sorrows???
*pukes*
Studies juz kills the jovial character within me
My colours in life seems to be fading slowly day after day
Esp when its nearing the dates of those atrocious modules
*yuckz*

Nevetheless
Am going to work hell hard this easter
Very motivated to do so bcoz I'm applying for a scholarship
From JTAT Pte Ltd
Its essential to attain in order to satisfy my needs and wants during summer break
Which I am going to enjoy till pits bottom

Despite those hectic schedules I have in school
I can neva be satisfied with life without any relaxation time
Bashful, Sneezy, Sleepy and Dopey gathers
{Moi,Feona,Sarah,Mel respectively}

???How can one neva go and watch any musicals when u r in UK???
Taking advantage of still being a 'student' price
We headed down on a weekday and catched on current favourite squeeze
WICKED
The sound system of the bacground music is pretty terrible comparing to our 'Durian' in Sin
But, the deep and powerful vocals from within just catched your attention
Memerized by those beautiful costumes and stage layout
I cant resist not buying the Original Cast soundtrack
*Toss Toss* *Popular*
{More musicals in plan to watch}
{Phantom,Sound of Music, Les Miserables}
{Hooray to Life, but sorrows to Pocket}
{Lol}

Once again
Honey Feona accompanied me to Portsmouth
A mission on hand
Achieved
However, dilemna sets in
In wondering thoughts right nw
Still, we both had a wonderful journey to and fro
Heart to heart talks and thoughts within flows endlessly
{Cant believe we both ate that much, which explains those expanding waistline and more}

To counter-attack the chilly weather that went crazy during this Spring-to-be season
We had 'Hot-Pot' plus Teppanyaki for 2 nites
I was really enjoying the 'frying' moments and am Exec Student Chef to be
{Lol}
Presenting to you 2 self-claim 'Princessess-to-be' and 'Miss World-to-be'
{Largely in their dreams, oh sweet dreams}
See hw they wave their DISGUSTING and BUI hands
plus
Their teeth-showing FAKE smilez
*Pukes from Feona and Moi*

7:06 pm;

Monday, March 19, 2007

@pOnDeRiNg tHoTs@

To believe rather than to doubt

I had adhere and live by this principle of mine for years

A person is not born with kindness

Their inner traits are greed, gluttony and the wish to possess

In other words, they are not only basic surviving instincts

Kindness is the same as growing up

Its like the mind that grows inside oneself

Its a conscience

A desire is born at birth, so its easy to understand

But kindness is something that everyone has to make with their own hands

So its easily misunderstood or thought of as hypocrisy

Anyone can doubt easily

Be a person who believes

That will certainly become an encouragment to someone

A random post of thoughts

I was inspired recently

By things that I myself cant figure out as well

7:00 am;

Friday, March 16, 2007

***hOsPi & tOuRiSm cOnQuErs***

16th March 2007, Friday

Marks the day of luck, once again

Fortunate enough, I was asked to be featured in Straits Times

I was honoured and exhilarated when the news reached me

Never thinking I would have such a chance while I'm in such a faraway land

In conjunction with the Education UK exhibition that British Council is organising on 17 and 18 March, Straits Times will be publishing a two-page 'Study in UK' special supplement on 16 March. The special supplement will include a three-quarter page editorial on the Education UK offer and their focus is on stories of the current 'hot' courses that Singaporean students are pursuing at UK institutions including aerospace engineering, digital media and tourism and hospitality management,

especially with the upcoming integrated resort.

My fellow counterpart in UniS, Jacky, & I were featured

Sharing our mere studying journey and thoughts

This article is dedicated to several people who made this happen:

TP Lecturers/Chefs - Thank You for all those related knowledge imparted and exposures given

Four Seasons Hotel Sin - Thank You for all those numerous experiences that money cannot buy

Mummy/Daddy - Thank You for the support and making my dream come true for an overseas education

Dajie - Thank You for aiding me in answering those interview questions

Janice - Thank You for helping me take this photo when we were in London

Cuzy Selina - Thank You for sending me the attachment which was very unexpected

Bro - Thank You for promising me that you had send me the pics, but to no avail {lol}

Last but not least - Thank You most to all those who believes in ME, esp my FRIENDS

{Kindly click on the pic for the story, but you might nt be able to read the content}

{lol}

{However, if you saved the pic under the format of pdf, it might just work}

{lol}

10:17 pm;

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

!!!!! iTz gRoWiNg !!!!!

Tiny Puny Room I've got

Day by day it grew by lots

Under my wonderful and delicate care

It blossom from an ugly duckling to a swan

One that flap and spread it wings high up in grace of others

However, sadly,

Peeps who pop by, always comment

{I wonder how are you going to pack and shift out this coming May}

{You have way too much things which many are pretty redundent}

{You have more things than me, for the fact I am here for 5years and you are only 7mths}

{Why do you need so much things?}

{When summer storage container arrives, you will occupy 70% of the shared space}

I had totally agree my room is pretty congested

But I feel a sense of belonging seeing my room filled to the brim

I swear for that I kept it real-tidy for the fact of those numerous stuff I've got

Am proud that I had my room decorated to be like a room, not just a campus accomodation

A place which I call upon my 2nd home

I had actually missed my squeeky bed when I was back in Sin for Winter break

{What a Joke}

I realise cosiness is something I had seek for in times of solace

I just LOVE my room for what it is

Very unwilling to shift out

Leaving behind my friendly,easy-going,considerate and loving housemates

When the day comes, I will definitely feel the ache within me while I remove those decors

{Sobz}

Still

Presenting to those who care about my Lifestyle

Welcome to the 'mansion' of Snow White & the 7 Dwarfs

Snow White is none other than ME

Lastest Addition to lighten up my Life

{My dwarfs, aint they just too cuddly and cute?}

The view once you step in

{Ta-Da}

My beloved tearing collage and my precious squeeky bed

The location where education and academic monsters rule my current life

{Yucks}

A place where my daily needs were satisfied and refreshed

{Blissful to have it, personally}

Self-imaginary walk-in wardrobe

{Pilling real high}

Almost a dozen pairs of mobility comfort

{Need it badly, trust me}

The view when I am getting out of my room

{Goodbye}

8:12 am;

Sunday, March 11, 2007

@@é oNeS i aDoRe@@

Girlfriends walk through life together

Whether they live close or far apart

They know that the other one is there

To share the high and the lows and everything else

Girlfriends are connected at the heart

Their commitment to their friendship is permanent

They believe in each other

They are sensitive and supportive

Each of them knows the other will understand, no matter what

Girlfriends aren't afraid to break the rules, defend each other, and go out of their way

They've cried together and laughed together

And they have been there when it mattered

They loyalty is strong n lasting

And their bond is unquestionable and unconditional

They know that they'll keep on being there through eveyrthing life has in store for them

No one can take the place of a girlfriend, just like no one can take your place in my life

you will always live in my heart....just like family

My muackies SLUT

Always does small gestures that touches my heart

Every now and than

My mobile rings in the early hours of the morning

Shown on screen 'Jane Slut' calling

She LOVES to call upon me while I am sleeping

Just minutes before I stepped into the Lecture Hall

Just so sweet of her

The conversation might not be long n mushy

But it's always sweet in my heart

I love her to bits

For her mood swings, honesty, sluttishness and many more

I am missing our supper times @ Holland V

I am glad she still thinks about me, despite her hectic schedules

I Love your calls, Slut

***I will be there for you***

My beloved Crystal Wang aka Ting

Thou she love to call me Babe in emails

Thou I reckon I am not one

But am glad I am a babe in her eyes

{hohohohoho}

She neva fails to drop me an email

Even when I dont response

People say we both look very alike

I guess that's moulded bcoz we are just too close

Bringing her into Four Seasons Hotel to work

Has deepen our companionship

Distance indeed makes the heart fonders

***I will cherish you more***

My Dearest Ah Ngia Kee

Always understand those academic sorrows I pour

Her photography pics neva fail to make me smile

The colours used, created a rainbow within me

Seeing how she capture those misery within those poor souls on streets

They trigger a sentimental side within me

Her emails were always full of encouragement, with experiences of hers

***I yearn for a blissful life of yours***

My Darling Takeshi Jess

One who always insist I am soooo interested in Sex Life and RA stuff

Still, she neva fail to tag me everywhere

Saying how much I am being missed by her

Its all these actions of hers that makes one ponder

'Have you done your part in conversing those misses'

For what she know of me

{I had rather keep those wishes within me}

She's one strong girl I've encountered

Pursuing her goals and plans despite all odds

Learning and Learning is what she seeks in Life

Neva will she seek for 2nd best

{hohohoho}

***I admire you lots***

~Manage to find a pic that have 4 of us~

{hohoho}

Jane Slut is located just right behind the HUGE 3 of us

{lol}

1:57 am;

Friday, March 09, 2007

@mErE cELeB@

!!!The Entreprenuership Team in Korea!!!

Yea as if

How i wish man

After submitting the 1st part of the report

The team had decided to take a small break from those hectic schedules

Once again, headed to New Malden aka Korean Town

Suckling in those yummylicious cuisines and of coz BBQ

Presenting to You

Our 'Driver' and 'Saviour' of the day

Lin Zheng

He's from China but he's very singaporean after spending 6years in Sunny Island

On our way there in his cutey car

The restaurant is really nicely decorated and well-crafted

Delicacies

11:51 pm;