**a LiFe without close sOuls**CoLoUrS oF LiFe???
Tuesday, November 27, 2007

??? *** mArkEt vALuE *** ???

??? am i still wanted ???
.....ok.....
wasnt that slim in figure beforehand either
{lol lol lol}

8:10 am;

Monday, November 26, 2007

~}~ LiFe bEyOnD cOnTrOL ~{~

~ Cambodian Dragon Boat Race Mishap ~
a near glorious victory that faded


Usually when such tragedy strikes, the reaction sets in later
Families of the Singapore rowers
- visibly distressed and distraught -

Dread became grief
as they grappled with their loss
and asked how the tragedy happened

All were passionate and avid sportsmen
One even gave up an engineering career to pursue his love for sports
The never-dying team spirit kept them going
Striving their very best in glory of everyone

Losing someone or something you love is very painful
and it’s something that almost everyone will experience at some point in their lives

Healing the souls of the disheartened
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die.

9:27 am;

Saturday, November 24, 2007

~{@ feAr oF tHe uNkNOwN @}~

TODAY
a really terrifying day
no one can understand
the tremor n fear my mates n i had experienced

an unknown man,fully masked and dressed
dash into the lecture theatre @ barely 10mins passed the start of the revision
ranting loudly with indistinct utterance
in a mere 3seconds,he dashed out


everyone kept silence for that moment
but soon enough
laughters were heard and amused faces seen
no one knew what had happen
'prank' i hope it is n isnt

for a long pausing moment
i thought it was a massacre
the Virginia Tech emo-thoughts just flew straight onto me
thereafter,i could barely concentrate on the revision lecture
tons of scenarios floating in my mind
i had even thought of hw to hide myself if it's a REAL massacre
knowing nuthing can stop a bullet being shoot right into me
still,i had planned it all
1st: Hide under the pathetic swivel tabletop
2nd:use my bag to block the left side of my curled up body
as my front and back r all block by the chair-backs
and my right side is block by my fren's body
I feel sooooo safe,coz i am 'protected' at all 4 sides
i know its lame,coz i should be running for my life instead of hiding
but,i believe,if it's a real thing,everyone would be scare out of wits
prob those who tried to run will b gunned dwn first
last but not least,last resort would be FAKE DEATH
chances of surviving it thru is high

for the whole day,my mates and i were reliving those moments
sharing our thoughts of hw it would be like
will we be there to lend each other a helping hand in running for lives
how r we going to inform each other's parents if anyone survives and others dont
will a grand memorial be held in memory of the talented us
will 1st class honours be given to us just bcoz we've passed away
we shiver within us,but are glad to b ALIVE right nw
we treasure,appreciate and loved much more


It’s times like today
That have me doubt it all
A shock of horror near my heart

waves of faints screaming in my ear

I went through hell and back
in one spare moment of time
I closed my eyes and rain poured down
I saw heaven falling right before my eye


Unappreciated love of life, drowned in passion for darkness
A shock of horror near my heart, waves of faint screaming in my ear
Chaos empowered in loss,broken on the edge

~ I am ALIVE ~


6:54 am;

Friday, November 23, 2007

{~ *** ~ mOi's foReVeR bUrNiNg flaMe oF pAsSiOn ~ *** ~}

Sorry,if my written chinese sucks,i've tried at least
{it's been years since i last wrote any}


我对服务的热爱

不管是谁都是我们的顾客不是吗?
只要他们满足的话就够了
我任为让客人满意就是我们的功作


在我心浮气躁的时候
别人正在努力中
就在这时候,他们胜我一局
应为他们立用了时间
我败给了时间
????? Does winning by underhand means, constitute winning ?????

Recently,I have been watching a new Japanese drama
{i know many r screaming at me now!watching tv during ur project/exam period?}
{Come on,you guys KNOW me well enough,i need it to de-stress}

The whole story surrounds a prestige shopping mall,Ginza

I've learnt alot from this show,despite a mere 3episodes into it,9more to 'chase' thou
I've learnt how service in all aspects play such an important role
I've seen the rosey and dark side of what we call SERVICE EXCELLANCE
I wasn't disgusted by it at all,I deem what some have done as the route to success
In real,I call that Professionalism @ Work,which were classified as 'fake' sides by many


My love for this ugly service industry still exist

I am as passionate as before,right now,even much more
I heart this cruel two-sided industry
I was injured,fell to the ground and cried my hearts out
But I've moved on,despite the scar still's on
A stronger me revived
Aiming to conquer it further more

Am amzed how such a simple storyline
I could still see the strong essence of the service aspects
I guess it's just 职业病
This shows Í still have faith in this industry
Despite how disappointed I was time after time

Learning begins only when one fall
Skills are mastered through experiencing it all
Gaining a guidance is just so much more

*smilez*

9:01 am;

Thursday, November 22, 2007

~ *** tHe tOuGh gEtS gOiNg *** ~

Everyone has his or her own definition of success
and, it seems, almost everyone seems to have something to say about success


you cannot change the course of events
but you can change your attitude
and what really matters is the attitude
and not the bare event

to be able under all circumstances to practice five things constitutes perfect virtue;
they are
generosity of soul, sincerity, earnestness, kindness and perserverance

loyal and efficient work in a great cause
even though it may not be immediately recognised,
we still hope that it ultimately bears fruit


i heart my groupies
we rough it out for weeks
snuggling by each other sides in our hall of residence common room
leaving our 2nd home for our 1st home @ 2am+ day after day
its been long since i last slept anytime before 5am


~ENDURE~

8:22 am;

Monday, November 19, 2007

{~** aNticiPatiNg **~}

~*~ HOME ~*~

..... is .....
where love is in every place
love l didn't have to chase
it's full of memories

Mid pleasures and palaces though we may roam
Be it ever so humble, there's no place like home
A charm from the sky seems to hallow us there
Which, seek through the world, is never met with elsewhere

Tears running down my face
Thoughts running through my mind
Reflecting on my life reasons becoming harder to find
I take a deep breath
The family home can mean warmth and protection

..... I'm going home .....
there I am in my bedroom
it's safe and snug and snoring
am going to be so glad to be there

to my dorm's room and all the mess
to all the dirty laundry
it looks so good that I don't have to care
i'm just so glad to head back home

Home Sweet Home
rough it thru with silent fears
looking upon the glorious cheers
counting down to never-ending lures
~ 1 mth ~
19th Dec 2007

7:27 am;

Sunday, November 18, 2007

{# cAnt sEeMs 2 mOvE oN #}

its neva been easy
i have been searching but i just dun see the sign
am just in search for the shed of some light

It is the human mind that creates its own difficulties and then cries for help
The only way to be rid of your grief is to know and be the self

Don’t look for help from someone other than yourself
The remedy for your wound is the wound itself
Its sheer illusion to try to separate the phenomena from the reality,
Try to love phenomena first
It just doesn’t happen that way, so naturally we end in failure

..... I've been taught of .....
Be conscious of yourself, watch your mind, and give it your full attention
Don’t look for quick results
There may be none within your noticing

10:48 am;

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

**~* aiNt cLicHe *~**

pictorial ~ those were the 2006 days ~

University has taught us something
politics, battle of trust, misunderstandings
but, friendships just cant seem to fade away

Friends come and go in one's life
Uni has indeed brought each of us great ones
laughing, talking and giving advices throughout the night
playing ridiculous n silly games
tears of laughter from topics on 'censored censored' issues

it's back to the good old times
things and time have changed
We've learnt and moved on
~adapted frm Melliot ~

..... i reckon .....
whenever you take a step forward
you are bound to disturb something
you disturb the air as u go forward
you disturb the dust,the ground

you trample upon things
when a whole society moves forward,
this trampling is on a much bigger scale
and each thing that you disturb
each vested interest which you want to remove
stands as an obstacle

we've all done our part,removing those rocks off the bottom
??? what is the worth of a happiness of which you must strive and work?
??? real happiness are spontaneous and effortless ???

12:38 am;

Sunday, November 11, 2007

***~ pEnNiNg oF sOrRowS ~***

the very studious me
today,marks the starting of my 1mth sufferring
everything shall end on the 11th December 2007
half of my last marathon is going to be completed by then

i am half-heartedly in looking forward to my trip home
coz i need to spend lots of time in local libraries,sourcing for info for my thesis/dissertation
but,i am still planning lots of fun activities within,no doubts

????? what is learning afterall ?????
at times,i feel there is no need for education
it is not all about u reading a book,passing an exam and finishing with education
the whole of life, from the moment u r born to the moment u die,is a process of learning

i deem that learning should be weightless
it shoud always be a treasure you can always carry easily

in this tough moment that i am going thru
i see it as .....
true thoughts have durations in themselves
if the thoughts endure, the seed is enduring
if the seed endures, the energy endures
if the energy endures, then will the spirit endures
the spirit is thoughts, thoughts is the heart
the heart is fire, the fire is elixir

5:47 pm;

****@ gUnPowDeR tReAsOn n pLoT @****

at this moment
am donned on my pyjamas,laying my hands on my vaio
while listening to the crakling sounds of the fireworks
this marks the end of the whole Guy Fawkes and Bon Fire celebrations

it's such a pity i cant head dwn to Thames River to see for myself
the most spectacular fireworks of the year
{ï hate this time of the year,coz am so tied dwn with sch work n exams}
*sianz*

but,something to be happy about
at least i manage to hv some celebration in school last friday, 2nd Nov 07
this year's fireworks have improved tremendously
it's really magnificent and impressive
*unforgettable*

the sin-gang who were anxiously anticipating on the 'show'
stylish inidividuals
!!! Let the powers combine !!!
the hiaolish side of girls

*** Yippee Doo Doo ***





my last year of Guy Fawkes celebration
{in school only,i hope}

3:27 am;

~*** gLaMoRoUs sPoOky dOomEy ***~

A celebration not forgotten
31st September 2007
** it's HALLOWEEN day **
some of us decided to visit the all famous Madam Tussaud
taking a walk down the red carpet
waving our hands and smiling widely
looking as glamourous as we can be
*kekekekekekeke*

it aint as fascinating as what we thought it would be
we were restless after 2hrs of walking
we were indeed very very desperate to find the exit door,which there wasnt one
the only one is at the end of the whole exhibition area
*faint*
We were con to seat thru this 3D video thingy in a very nice amphitheatre
the most hilarious thing:"
they actually teach us how to wave n smile the HOLLYWOOD way
*faints.hahahahahaha*

the only enjoyable part:
Younne & Moi forced Wanfang to go for a halloween special ghost walk
it was HELL FUCKING SCARY
Wanfang was really afraid of such stuff,but i said i would protect her
In the end,i was screaming my way throughout the 20mins walk
i was really pushing my way thru and running for my life
the exit was my source of hope
*lol lol lol lol*
The start of our red carpet walk
The trios walking dwn the red carpet with me
*Younne, Wanfang , Moi*
We freaking DO NOT KNOW who this actress is !!!!
my all time favourite
David & Victoria Beckham
the all so famous everywhere
everyone cant make do without him
best director of all times
this duo makes me laugh till my stomach aches badly
Biker chick leh
lol lol lol lol
this is my favourite picture
i wanna conquer the WORLD
i realise i am indeed SMALL
a small small me in a big big world
fly myself to the floating world
i hate science but i yearn for sexy
hahahahahahaha
back to the past
rule the world
just like he did
Andy Warhol
i love him to bits
every work of his
oooooooohhhhhhhhlalalalalala

the gang of unimates and i had planned to be spooky on this 'scary' day
in actual fact, we planned to pee in our own pants by 'professionals'
*lol lol lol*
but mission failed,not us,bt for those whom we trust would
................ sigh ................

LONDON DUNGEON
Nic,Feo,Fang,Hiao,Younne
Moi,Tracy,Melliot

the fake version of The Body Shop
looking for something gruesome?
the whole experience sucks to the core
but the company really made up for it
!!!!! NICHOLAS TIONG,u bet i will make u pee on ur pants the next time round !!!!!

2:14 am;

Friday, November 09, 2007

*@~ bAtTLe oF tHe sEmEstEr ~@*

~ 学生的無聊人生 ~
we are a bunch of 4 weird souls
X-treme side-trackers
Moderate motivators
Munching queens
chit zap zap fanatics

yesterday,we were just over-stressed from day-after-day proj meetings
{ Hiao Ryl,Hum Choi Feona,Melliot,Mor-ni-ka }

while munching on a packet of the can-die-for Cadbury Fingers
Melliot & Moi decided to battle it off with something non-sensical

Melliot suggest :
we should play a game and see
who can stuff the most 'cadbury fingers' into one's mouth
immediately,i took up the challenge and dared Hiao Ryl & Hum Choi Feona

due to unforeseen circumstances
Hiao & Hum Choi match was posptone till days to come
{ check out ina few days }

TODAY
{ during a break time from our proj meeting }
the battle kicked off
Melliot VS Mor-ni-ka
VS

A video was captured
We had a HELL of LAUGHS after the competition ended
Looking at the captured memories just makes my heart warm
it's so so so so so so so hilarious
it really tickles us umpteen times

~ Hope you have enjoyed it as much as i do ~

Pardon me : The gross-out me *lol lol lol*

Despite who's the winner - Sportsmanship exist

*** i lup n heart my groupies ***


9:01 am;


This is how I feel
Whenever I'm with you
Everything is all about you
Too good to be true

Love Is You - ten2five
About Moi {Lovely contributed by Jess Dear} {Selective reading plz,LOL}

Tay Soo Ling

Mid - Twentish
~omg,tell me I am not OLD~

A student no more
But an Ultimate Slacker and more

Loves

TaGbOaRd


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