**a LiFe without close sOuls**CoLoUrS oF LiFe???

Thursday, January 31, 2008

}***@ uShEr tHe iNteLLigEnT rAt @***{

holidays have always brought some type of feeling
whether it be happiness or sadness
it's the perfect time to reflect on family,friends and one's life

a day of reflections
i draw the curtains and saw this beautiful sight
- the magnificent view of a sunset -
fingers were frozen while capturing it
but it's all worth it
the lines on my palm signify wat's being shown
i've indeed aged
and am one with many worries
despite the dark path right ahead of me
am glad it's lighted up whenever i step foot on it
thank YOU for the guidance in life

2008,the year of RAT,24
a year i seek for happiness and success
"Gung Hay Fat Choy!"
~新年快乐，身体健康，学业进步~
!!!我会努力，我要成功!!!
{我希望人人为我而娇傲}

beloved readers :

will b away for 9days

curling in the comfort of moi's family
!!! South Africa here i come !!!

yippee hooray
- back to the past -

despite leaving with a heavy heart

no regrets for sure

wat's lost will never be recovered again

i've learned to treasure and am still

i've fallen so ill

am in hallucination that a teleport machine appeared right infront of me

just the press of a button,the door opened itself in S.A

- i am really hallucinating -

chk me back after 8th Feb 08

4:42 pm;

Sunday, January 27, 2008

{}~ cOoLiE hOtTiE pOtTiE ~{}

the weather has taken a toll on me

the initial stage when i was back,i felt warm

but in recent days,the wind seems to gush thru the buildings

oh my my my

i can see the cracks on moi's face and body

i can feel the tightness on moi's skin once i'm out of the shower

damnz,there goes moi's porcelein snow white skin

{lol lol lol lol}

during such days'

it's always nice to gulp dwn hot piping soup

dipping our chopsticks into the pots for steaming cuisines

{hot pot aka steamboat}

tracy darling bought a polaroid camera

snap snap snap we GO!!!

thumbs up for moi's dearest CHI-NA couple
{James & Tracy}

we had a hell of a time
- talking crap -
- munching dwn all the food -
- discussing about iphone,oh my love -
etc etc etc

warmth came back to me once again

for the presence of friendship speaks it all

3:50 am;

Friday, January 25, 2008

%### deStroYeD LoVeR ###%

***~ you are young,life hv been kind to you,but you will learn ~***

a wink in his eyes

a smirk to beguile

sweeney held his trusted razor to the skies

and let freely flow the blood

of those who would moralize

there's always a feeling

burning inside of one

the sweet temptation

trying hard to seduce one

seducing one into taking revenge

a sweet revenge that wil torture one

nuthing's gonna make one stop

hoping one would let the thoughts drop

continuing at all cost

making others all so lost
many thought tat one would not take revenge

not knowing that one will persist on

gloating on one's own triumph

revenge was the last option

revenge had turned sweet

a twist to its meaning

corruption was all being viewed

~ watch it soon for the revenge hv started ~

i've gotten the taste of the sweet revenge

*yum yum*

7:48 pm;

@ dEcEiviNg aiNt iT noT @

humans just love to live in self-denial

weeks ago,piggy n moi visited a famous tarot reading lady

many recent events proves that her predictions were true

it seriously freaks piggy n moi

on the blessing side,those were all arising opportunities

we count ourselves really lucky for those wisdom

on the contrary,tarot lady mentioned that the compatiblities of zodiacs aint simple

general compatibilities is just bullshit crap

it all boils dwn to all aspect from the time of birth,etc

despite believing in her sayings

still,i would want to live in self-denial

{smilez}

4:49 am;

Thursday, January 24, 2008

{~*** cOn.tEnT.mEnT ***~}

the secret of contentment

knowing how to enjoy what you have

and to be able to lose all desire for things beyond your reach

- a miracle appeared -

after weeks of wondering

and when I saw the numerics appeared on screen

the fears turned into joy in that one moment

- Thank You to YOU,up above -

and as the time approached

the anxiety,anticipation,excitement and fear all intensified

and then came the day

i am flooded with emotions,trembling at the sheer miracle of it all

and suddenly all of my emotions are tied

and as the time quickly passed

a realization set in

with each month's numerics growing bigger

so did my dreams

for the past few weeks

silently,i told myself

i must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for my un-fullfill life journey

***~ we live in the present, we dream of the future,but we learn eternal truths from the past ~***

2:33 am;

Monday, January 21, 2008

~}~ a fLoAtiNg sOuL oF miNe ~{~

a sense of unfamiliarity set in

a place i've been calling home for the past 16mths

aint home no more

it's been weird since i touched dwn @ London Heathrow

whilst on my way back to campus

i've realise the sight i was so used to

aint settling in for me just right yet

the usual stairs and pathway i've been stepping on

seems all so winding all of a sudden

a room which i spend my heart n soul in beautifying

aint hving any effect on me

the comfy n well-scented bed which i used to fall soundly asleep

aint in existence anymore

recently,things haven been good for me

i came back to school with a heavy heart

many things arent within one's control

however,minority of things are at times

i aint convinced that one sows what they hv reap

this world is never fair to anybody

you've got to work hard for what you want to receive at the end of the day

not only that,luck plays a huge aspect in it as well

it hasnt been smooth since i touch back as well

- moi's SE p1i got corrupted all of a sudden -

- majority of moi's contacts were all gone -

- all the messages vanished -

- the phone's "naked" right now -

- moi's singapore sim card got damaged all of a sudden -

- sufferring jetlag,which i usually dont,i feel OLD -

{etc etc etc etc etc etc}

4:12 pm;

Saturday, January 19, 2008

~}~ sAyOnArA ~{~

it's time to say GOODBYE to a place where my roots hold strongly

things will never be the same anymore when i next return

the family aint going to be whole

bro's heading to UNSW,Sydney next mth for his uni studies

{am really glad tat he has an alternative road after struggling fo years}

{just hope he will nt regret on his decision for there's no rtn route}

sis prolly going to get married soon,despite me being very against it

{hoping she will find her goal in life soon and start working towards it}

{marriage aint sth tat one shld be taking it easily,tons of plans needed}

am just hoping all things will be smooth-flowing for me in this RAT year of mine

am looking forward to the day i don on the grab robe and toss the cap

this last hurdle aint ging to be easy and i fear very much

no matter hw much i tried to hide my emotions within the four walls in moi's hostel

at times,i just cant help bt to pour some sorrows to moi's besties

{thank you to YOU people}

departed from the-all-new Terminal 3

am really proud of Singapore's developments and how we hv carve to whom we are nw

it's finally moi's industry to start blooming in the near future

and i hope to soar in this nation of mine

working towards in being a tourism hub is wat singapore can do best to fullfill moi's dreams

presenting to you moi's hot bodes dudes

frm the bottom of moi's heart,THANK YOU

no cliche words to express hw touch am i

just a simple THANK YOU for am sure u noe it's true

the one in my life whom i shed tons of tears for and vice versa

one who goes all out to complete my lost youth in life

Mummy,THANK YOU muchie

a special gst appearance in T3

she called upon me while i was checking in moi's luggage

Andrea aka Huilin

she's working part-time,very hospitalty related job

am glad i've found another soul who's still engaging in our studied-industry

*hoooray*

also,THANK YOU YG for rushing dwn frm home to say goodbye

despite being tired out frm your live firing,u've made it there still

waiting for the promises to be fullfilled when am back again

{smilez}

a sight captured thru the plane's window panel
a signal shouting out to me
it's winter
~ oh my love ~

6:30 pm;

{~*** sWeEt oH mY sWeEt ***~}

today was a weird bt co-incidental day

moi's besties whom were all arranged to meet up for dinner,were all shopping separately in Orchard

everyone hopped onto moi's car and headed east for yummy food

jam jam jam jam

totally detest it

had a quick catch-up with my besties @ Aston Sepcialities

this casual,affordable and fast-dining place is fabulous

they served quality western cuisine at a gd pricing

but the con would be the never-ending-queue

weighing everything in judgement,it's worth the wait

the couples whom we singles(moi,qq,chin) just detest

{lol lol lol lol}

{Ngia n HY}{Baos n Ting}

{Jane Slut n Punkboy Sherwin}

baos testing out his lastest baby no 2 besides ting,Canon G9

!lousy camera coz the pics were ugly!

{lol lol lol lol}

just kidding,the quality of the pics were solid

just the "model" aint photogenic enuff

{ -_- }

5:04 am;

Friday, January 18, 2008

"{~ tHe hAwkEr esScEnCe ~}"

the sec sch buddies gang gathered again

yippee hooray

am so glad everyone managed to make it to the makan session

picked them up frm the very congested bouna vista mrt station

headed to commonwealth hawker centre

introduced them to a nice ZHI CHA stall hidden within the hawker area

the stall served very good san low,ha chiong gia,pai gu wang,etc

{omg omg omg}

{salivating}

despite being uber full till max

we still manage to squeeze some stomach space for desserts

nothing beats hawker desserts

{ching teng,bo bo cha cha,ice kachang,ice cocktail,etc}

the session was short
bt we just laugh to our hearts content
~ wat a sweet moment ~
{yum yum}

4:18 am;

Thursday, January 17, 2008

@ iNdO mAriNa @

met jj for an impromptu lunch

the sun was scorching while i walk frm my hse till the bus-stop opposite

initially,i almost gave it all up and wanted to hail for a cab when i missed the bus

but i perservered,waited and hopped onto bus171

{phew phew}

we both loitered around marina square for awhile

settled @ an indonesian restaurant

th cuisine was really delicious
so was the companion
but we had ordered too much for our personal intake
{lol lol lol}
once again,wastage of food
{baddy baddy moi}

12:58 am;

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

~*** tReAsUriNg @ 15 ***~

daddy's client flew in from San Francisco

{George n Gretchen Perhanick}

loving couple whom took great care of Dajie during her schooling days in SF

picked them up from Conrad and headed west for Sentosa Cove

since the day when daddy and mummy were members of one degree 15

we started to patronise the new branch of my favourite chain of chinese restaurants

{Imperial Treasure}

the alluring entrance of the lobby area

the exquisite private dining room

i hv a festish for dining places where i have a permanent underliner

the constant changing of the cuisine never fail to over-power the sexiness of the plate itself

a charming alfresco area where multi yachts were dock

such a wonderful evening

such romantic souls

{Dajie n Yew Hong}

{Didi n Debbie}

{Gugu n Bro}

{Mummy}

the perfect bar for a relaxed chill out nite

the stairs that leads one to heaven

???who will walk those stairs with me???

the night ended with a stroll along the coast

something's missing from my life

something that i yearn bt just cant get hold of

something i believe that wat's meant to be mine,will be

3:52 am;

Monday, January 14, 2008

{~*** oLd cHeZ 853 hOLLaNd ***~}

Memories of my youth

Flood over my soul

When I think of dining together

They make me feel whole

Gathering at home

With all the family members there

We made lots of memories

For all of us to share

We are a circle

where we roam

near or far

it is our home

chefs of the day

{dajie n yew hong}

the ones whom created the family

{mummy n daddy}

someone whom we adore,respect and thank for being in our lives

{gugu aka aunt aunt agnes}

the chipmunks of the family

{didi,szewei n moi}

the lovely care-takers

{genda n elma}

starter for the day

{mixed greens with vinegrette n walnuts}

entree 1

{wild mushrooms aglio olio}

entree 2

{tenderloin,mashes potato n asparagus}

highlight of the day - dessert

{alcoholic molten choc lava topped with creme brulee}

{pecan tart with macademia ice cream}

bro bought dajie her bday present

her all-time-favourite cookbook

{frozen dessert}

siblings unite

the powers combine

up we soar

home is where i as a small child planted a guava seed

i went to school far away

home is where i return seeing the guave turn into a tree

it has leaves and multiplying twigs and branches

i went away for a higher education

home is where the guava tree bears fruits

i went away looking for work,for greener pastures to some foreign lands

home is where i return on the same spot

planting another seed of guava again

memories which we rekindle

we always belong

here this is home

4:07 am;