**a LiFe without close sOuls**CoLoUrS oF LiFe???

Sunday, April 29, 2007

走得不夠專注

陪著你走完這一段路
你也變成我路過的路
兩個人從此各自殊途
我有我的追逐和你的夢不同步

對面馬路誘惑我的腳步
因為看不清楚所以更加貪圖
我在乎一路上經歷多豐富
不在乎何時到達最好歸宿

我以為幸福在對面不遠處
到達後才知道最美是最初的景物
卻疏忽對面是永遠到不了的國度

我知道自己應該知足
失去比從不曾擁有更幸福
如果哭不代表我痛苦
我走得有點累很想找地方停駐

8:52 am;

Thursday, April 26, 2007

講不出聲

誰人無得到一切的渴求

誰人無攻於心計的理由

平凡人生天真過後

要怎麼走

如何從委曲中再相信人

誰無狂想不可告人

難忘時光必須散席

留下我

即是多風光都要清醒

有幾多掌聲也是孤清

你只可聽到我大笑聲

哭泣也未放聲

誰人能甘心一世一個人

如何才得資格可愛人

誠惶誠恐只得我是

明白我

..........sooooo meangingful..........

............sooooo true............

9:27 pm;

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

{ ??? wAtaShi nO ??? }

You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.

You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.

You are a rather inhibited sort of person. This could be the result of your upbringing or of your schooling, whatever. You are able to obtain satisfaction from various forms of physical or emotional activity but all in all you are inclined to be emotionally withdrawn. As a consequence of this you find it difficult to sustain any deep involvement.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

You are afraid that you may not be able to realise or achieve your hopes and desires and so you insist that people should accept you as you are and appreciate your rights to anything that you aspire to.

???Is the above who I am???

...Am curious as well...

Some were so true

Some were thoughts that I had pondered on

???Is life just being true to oneself???

???Or it entails white lies to just make yourself/others happy???

Am certain, I stil live by my transparency approach

2:10 am;

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

{ hEaRtS fuLL oF sOrRoWs }

Deadliest Massacre in American College History

As you draw closer to your own families in the coming days
Please reach out to those who ache for sons and daughters who will never come home

We are strong enough to stand tall tearlessly
We are brave enough to bend to cry
And sad enough to know we must laugh again

As a student myself, I fear and tremble

9:02 am;

Monday, April 16, 2007

{~sHiVeRiNg feArS~}

Within me

STRESS

Filled to the brim

But I aint doing anything

Datelines just right ahead of me

But I aint hving any intention to start

Zero motivation

Zero zest in life

My current lifestyle

SLEEP,EAT,WATCH,SLEEP

It's coming to an end soon

My precious 1 month of Easter Holiday

Time passed soooo fast this semester

It seems like I just came back from Sin to UK

In reality,it's been 3mths since I touched back

???What have I done???

???What have I achieved???

???What have I gain???

???{WHAT AM I DOING HERE}???

I seriously have alot of catching up to do for my studies

I hate studying

But I need to embrace it

I need to brain-wash myself to fall in love with studying

Books are going to be my bestest friend

Dictionary is going to be my buddy to decipher those alien words

Professors, Lecturers and Doctors are going to be my idols

I need those active vibes inside me to start operating again

Pleading for:

FOCUS

CONCENTRATE

TARGET

AIM

CHARGED FORWARD

努力不一定会成功，但不努力一定不会成功

I need to work real hard for this 1 month
I have many firmed holiday plans
Executed right after I put the last dot on my exam paper
19th May - 29th May : San Francisco
1st June - 7th June: Hong Kong
2nd July - 20th July: Australia
Due to the freaking long haul flight
Am touching down in Singapore only on the 31st May
Thou I am famous of not sufferring from it at all
Guarantee ***Jet-Lag*** this time
Catch me back 'ALIVE' from 8th June onwards
I aint being missed
But I am missing many
*Loves*

7:50 am;

Sunday, April 15, 2007

@***hOtTiE pOtTiE***@

Spring has arrived

A season that I pretty hate on par with autumn

I enjoy those cooling breeze that comes with it

But I seriously hate the sun shining brightly on me

I always feel that it is going against me and it shines on me purposely

**laughs**

Nevertheless, I had to bear with it for just awhile more

!!!I can survived it through!!!

Despite those hectic academic schedules

The 'Japanese' Gang gathered at Tracy-San's place for Hotpot

!!!What a day for hotpot!!!

Weather's freaking HOT

We were sweating like mad while sipping those soup and ingredients

*phew*

The main purpose there was actually to visit my next semester's accomodation

Manor Park

Gosh,it's pretty a distance from Campus

It's no longer the usual 10mins walk to school, but 10mins by bus

Missed the bus, walk 20mins or more

Good Luck

I guess its pretty good as it trains me to be more discipline

But thinking of lugging those groceries from Union market and heavy library books

Gosh,I do not want to think about that yet,for sure

The 'Jap' Gang + Special Guest Feona

The best Hotpot I've eaten on campus so far

!!!Moreover,it boils really really quick!!!

Almost instantly, Love It

After a tummy-filling meal, we all chilled out in her room

Manor Park's room is slightly bigger than those on campus

It's relatively new, less than a year

Very quiet environment, but the view aint that fantastic

Its just like any under-construction site

Muds,bricks,etc

However, the feeling is pretty relaxing when its dark

It resembles the parks just by the neighbourhoods in Singapore

People going for a stroll after dinner or even for an evening jog

The best part of the room would be the table layout

It's ergonomic style and its really spacious

Purfecto for the numerous gadgets and stuffs I need to have it placed on desk

However,the disappoint is that Band E aint as big as I thought it was

Relatively small still,but can survive for sure

Tracy-San's room was really cosy with lots of stuffed toys

We just cant resist but to take a few shots with it

*Yippee*

Our Lovely Host

Tracy + James

We had a great night out

Reach there at 6pm but left only at around 10pm

We were all soooo mesmerized with the 'fortune-telling' by Sarah-San

Totally irresistable that we keep dragging our leaving time

Am sure everyone enjoyed

***Oh Happy Day***

8:44 pm;

Saturday, April 14, 2007

*{ eSpAnoL dAy FiNaLe }*

28th March 2007, Wednesday

The day of departure

Saddenning as it was

Memories flashed past

Like it was just yesterday that we had arrived

It was the 1st voyage with my Unimates

This journey was really unforgettable

Treasuring every moments we had together

It was just pure joy and relaxation

What beats such a holiday

A break from those hectic studious lifestyles

Those were the nights we chilled out together

Discussing and planning the events for every tomorrow

Tumbling and piling on each other

The power of 4 merged to 1

Those nonsensical poses we had made

Trying hard to be "Models-in-the-making"

*Poses triggered by Sarah*

There goes the scent of each other for the 3nites

Can u imagine
We were that budgetted that we had this fast food chain as our MUST stopover

*Lunch*Dinner*

Bocatta

However, it was soooo yummy that I personally cant resist at all, neither can they

The chicken was soooo succulent

The bacon aint salty at all, and moreover really chewy

The herb-infused baguette was really to-die-for, personally

The hot and piping crust and sound that emits when every bite is sink in

*woooohoooo*Love it to bits*

We had departed early to avoid missing our flight and the crowds

Settled at a cafe for dinner and had non-spanish cuisines

*diaoz*Mixed Grills*

Sayonara to those wonderful times we had in Barcelona

Its indeed forever etched within my heart

The kick start of such an exciting Uni life

*Am Loving It*

They made all these happen

Piecing those bits and pieces of our friendship puzzle

*Sneezy Feona*Bashful Ling*Sleepy Sarah*Dopey Mel*

8:10 am;

Friday, April 13, 2007

*{eSpAnoL dAy 3}*

27th March 2007, Tuesday

Yesterday was a mix day of spending moolah and sightseeing

Everyone had a fair share of shopping around to get their preferred style of things

Barcelona is never-ending with visitors' attractions

La Sagrada Familia

Gaudi's axtraordinary unfinished church is the symbol of Barcelona

The culmination of Gaudi's eccentric genius,

but still creating controversy with an on-going building schedule using modern designs

Love it or loathe it

You cannot ignore the Temple Expiatori de la Sagrada Familia

(Expiatory, or Atonement, Temple of the Holy Family)

At 1st glance, the entire church looks like the work of a fevered imagination, but every datail of every spire, tower and column has its own precise religious symbolism, which is why the Sagrada Familia has been called a catechism in stone

Embarked to another destination

Casa Mila

One of Gaudi's secular masterpieces

Eccentric, fantastical roof terrace with views over Barcelona

The creamy limestone facade has been linked to everything from an abandoned stone quarry to the rippling waves of the sea

Standing like a giant, curving cliff face

With its wavy lines and undulating facade, the building deliberately sets out to challenge the strict uniformity and grid plan. Most of the eight floors still serves as private apartments , but other parts are administered as a cultural centre

The apartment

A pair of sixth-floor apartments which have been carefully restored to give a feel of early 20th century Barcelona

It is surprisingly spacious and is a reconstruction ofthe furnishings of a typical Modernista apartment and gives an insight into the lives of the early inhabitants of Casa Mila. A cabinet and bedroom suite by the Mallorcan furniture designer are among the items on display, together with everyday objects of kitchen, bathroom and nursery equipment, which have been laid out in situ

The Roof Terrace

The high point of a visit to Casa Mila is the remarkable roof terrace, with its chimneys and ventilation shafts in the shape of owls, warriors, helmeted centurions and others fashioned out of broken pottery, marble and glass.

We ended the day with a sumptous dinner by the port

Port Vell

It was the traditional cuisine

Paella

*yummy*

7:25 am;