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Saturday, November 29, 2008

***~ 世界已疯狂 ~***

the world's economic has reached a low peak
so does humanity

just as i walked dwn the stairs, right smack on my face was The Straits Times
a quick glance of a pretty girl as the headlines
it shot thru my mind "do not tell me it's the lawyer"
just yest thru radio, i heard her voice of assurance that she's alright
just yest on a call with a fren, we were just saying how scary it can be to be held hostage
and today, she's gone, forever

everyone keeps harping on "Life's Short, Treasure It"
but in such a real world, how often do we live by those words
it's always only when something happens and when we grieve for it
then we realised hw much damaged it has done to many
by then, it's by far too late

just when i am grieving for a fren who has lost his loved one
but as i flipped the papers, i realised many are grieving just like i do

~ may all rest in peace, may ur future journey be ever peace ~

12:22 pm;

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

eVeRytHinG hApPeNs 4 a rEasOn

since that decision was made
i have always lived by this new philosophy in life
- everything in life happens for a reason -
it might be rewarding, it might be saddening
but all in all, within this whole process
we will fall-learn-grow-happy

today, i was rewarded in one way or another
dropped my sim card into the most unreachable compartment inside a car
the only method to retrieve it back : remove the whole back seat of the car
thinking about the possible cost that might be incurred, i decided to forgo the hassle of heading to mercedes
i would rather pay for the replacement cost of the sim card which is definitely way cheaper
popped by singtel and to my surprise, my sim card is replaced for FREE
- hahahaha, wooooohooooo -
while waiting, i casually asked the promotion of the phone i've been dying to get hold of
luck is INDEED by my side
i am a happy soul once again

this weekend will be my 1st full time PAYDAY
thou i am doing the payroll for myself
i am seriously excited
it's seriously not alot, but i am just happy for a plain old reason
- i REALLY worked HARD for it -
- winks -

a BIG THANK YOU to all who have stood by in all ways
letting me share my sorrows and assuring me there's never a dead end ahead
a mini list of some and its never-ending:
piggy,jazu,dina,fish,xiaobai
ah nan,dearie,ngia,slut
janey,dory pi,fa mei nu
kelly,jenna,mich,jj,kq
chinnyman,qq,kj,vinz,jimz
leighkhoo,dawn,karin
chef phua/ng,miss choi,miss quah
hiao,melliot,johnny,tracy,honey fife,sala,cutiepie nic
..... many many more .....

郑董向你们致敬
hahaha
xoxoxoxoxoxo

10:41 pm;

Sunday, November 16, 2008

~~ 往事只能回味 ~~

updating ting on recent events
brought back many fond memories we once shared

updating her on all those recent wonderful moments we had
i laughed just when i tabbed

reenacting those scenes thru words
getting all so excited
unknowingly realizing she's abroad
- sobz -

just like wat ngia said :
you dont' have to hide coz we don't judge

just like wat jess said :
i guess the closeness indeed have brought telepathy within each other

scenes like :
jess trying to hide the "breakfast" stories
ngia trying to "volunteer" in revealing stories
ngia kb moi n jess for secretly smsing each other when a scenario happens
jess kb moi n ngia for jumping off her hotel's bed
- hahahahahahahahaha -

非常经典的画面
永记在心

12:19 pm;

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

!!! i mUsT gEt uSeD tO iT !!!

the fatigue is seriously settling in
i realized i have lost all the energy and joy i get when i watched my dramas
i kind of have lost time for almost everything that i used to do
i barely have anytime just for myself
not even to mention meeting up my friends
i just wish to head home everyday and rest

the new lifestyle made me healthier in a way
i appreciate the fact that i get to head out of hse with a purpose
i am learning bit by bit
with baby steps,i am gonna make it thru
- woot -

12:04 am;

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

~ eVerYoNe nOeS mE wELL ~

after being introduced on how "interesting" this musical was
i asked my ever-on sumo bro to accompany me to watch it
he was the best companion for this musical as great minds think alike
- hahahahaha -

as we knocked off late from work and there's massive jam
we only had 10mins to dine at ichiban boshi
imagine hw we gobbled n stuffed the sushi dwn our throat
still,we were slightly late for the show
- opz,grand entrance,haha -

bravo to the artists behind the puppets
the expressions were flawless
at times,i paid much more attention to them then the puppets
- hahaha -

it was such an enjoyable night
full of laughter and thoughts
i just love to indulge myself in stories that's so down-to-earth & practical

many great songs in the show
but i particularly loved this :
There's a Fine, Fine Line by Kate

There's a fine, fine line,
Between a lover and a friend.
There's a fine, fine line,
Between reality and pretend.
And you never know til you reach the top
If it was worth the uphill climb.

There's a fine, fine line,
Between love & a waste of time!

There's a fine, fine line,
Between a fairy tale and a lie.
And theres a fine, fine line,
Between You're wonderful and Goodbye.
I guess if someone doesnt love you back
It isnt such a crime.

But there's a fine, fine line between
Love and a Waste of your Time!

There's a fine, fine line,
Between together and Not.

And there's a fine, fine line,
Between what you wanted and what you got.

You gotta go after the things you want,
While youre still in your prime.

Theres a fine, fine line.
Between Love and a Waste of TIME!!!

11:11 pm;

Saturday, November 08, 2008

ya pa da de dooooooooooo

..... trust me .....
this has been the longest wait ever
~ 6mths ~
i dun give a **** abt the 1st batch phones crap
i am sooooo gonna get it
!!! road show HERE i COME !!!

knowing it will b launching within these few weeks
i've been waking up at the earliest time possible for a few saturdays already
flipping The Straits Times today
i shouted really LOUDLY "yeeeeeeee hooooooo"
my mum ran dwn the stairs thinking what had happened
knowing its for those fetish of mine,she scolded me "SIAO"

i worked REALLY hard for the past 2 weeks
time to pamper myself
- woot -
??? will i buy ultimately ???
- niak hiak niak -

11:00 am;

Friday, November 07, 2008

!!! T.G.I.F !!!

!!! yea !!!
no more inhaling of rubber
no more sight of black dust
no more cracking of brains on set-ups
no more filthy feet

am sososo glad the weekend came by in a flash
i seriously need some rest for the aching bones
i really need to run to feel healthy,clean & light

i never used to have a chance to say T.G.I.F
for the fact that now i do get the chance
it was full of mixed emotions
still, T.G.I.F

10:50 pm;

Thursday, November 06, 2008

@ wE nEvEr kNoW wHaT's nExT @

..... indeed .....
it's never the constant catch up that matters
it's the fact that endless topics were being blabbered

titled: a call
Two days ago I made a call ...
" Hello Soo Ling speaking "
Hearing that voice made me smile and ponder how far we are but once we started chattting it's so hard to put down the phone :)
A call that made my day.
documented by : melliot

- hugs -
such a waste johnny was working in school tat day
it's been long since we last crap on wat's IN & OUT of the IT world

this really reminds me of the time leighkhoo & i were in paris
3 full years of zero catch ups
bt we almost headed home in the wee hours of the morning as there wasn't an ending to the talks
walking on the unfamiliar streets of paris seriously send nerves up my spine
but tat's what we call 'an experience of a life time'

flashing back on recent fb chats with dawn
the world is seriously small
after those IG days,everyone parted ways in pursuing own dreams
but just when one starts to care and concern
it seems never ending

~ i love these short lovely moments ~

9:23 pm;

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

!!! sWaLLowiNg oNe'S iNteGriTy !!!

in the companion of hundreds of fans, dearie & ngia
watched The Russell Peters show today
he freaking ROCK bottom manz
he's all worth the image of hving SOLD OUT shows in every region he performs
there wasn't a single moment whereby you can hv your mouth closed
coz every moment were well spent giggles
for straight 2hrs,we could barely ensure no laughters

he's ever racist and ever insulting
i.love.him
- niak hiak niak -

郑董今天让自己早下班
但是还是迟到了
哈哈
搬了220条轮台
很想死在灰尘中
哈哈

11:35 pm;

Saturday, November 01, 2008

***~ a.vErY.tReAsUrEd.mOmEnT ~***

!!! Q男过生日了 !!!

it was a long awaited simple affair
birthdays are no longer a day of just presents and cakes
they are more treasured as a day of gathering
friends coming close together for a meal to crap
- lol lol lol -

the climax of the night kicked off at Starbucks
i wonder was it the caffeine that we consumed
or was it the casual environment and comfort within peers
no one would believe wat kind of topic we have dabbled on
frm bang bang on toilet sheets to texture of shit to ways of cleaning one's ass
there were just so much more intimate topics and rubbish languages
it was just a night full of tears
but they were tears of joy
laughing and crying till our hearts content

真的好久没有这么快乐的过一晚和大笑一场
人生短短
必须要珍惜和任何人的快乐时光

10:58 pm;