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Friday, May 15, 2009

@ biTteRLy sOrRy @

today, i had the biggest work-related shock of my life
an email 'flew' into my inbox and my jaws dropped immediately.....
without even giving any 2nd thoughts,
i picked up the phone and make a call to Hong Kong to rectify the blunder i made
due to my carelessness, it cost me a USD 4-digit sum loss
a mistake i could have avoided if i had told myself to do it the very next day instead of that very night
despite the excuses i have, which was pretty valid,
still, i really wanted to stab myself

i felt even more guilty that i do not have to top up these loss with my salary,
which, by the way, will totally rip me off the month's in-take + top-ups
*arghz*

from that very minute i put down the phone,
i drilled into my brain....
i will checked all my documents at least 3times before couriering it out
i will work even longer hours to ensure that all docs are well checked and prepared

it was a hard-rock lesson learnt
something in life i will never forget and the regrets will linger for sure

*sobz*
just when i thought i was a great short distance runner,
this incident have caused me to run a marathon instead,
something which will take me awhile to get used to it.....

i was never a gem in his eyes but i tried hard to polish myself to look like a diamond,
for now, am sure, i am a mountain of dust
*f...*

11:31 pm;