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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

@ tHe nOn-sTudiOuS mE eVoLvEd @

many thoughts went thru my mind
whilst on my way home
i wondered now and then
did i really enjoyed the class
did i really find it interesting
or was it all just coz i've force-feed myself with the "right mentality"
anyhow,i still managed to pull thru 3hrs straight for my 1st lesson

frankly speaking
i dragged my soul to pull thru the very 1st hour
i kept taking mini glances at my watch
seeing how the minutes and seconds just tick by
knowing that i have like 120mins more to go
i was embarrassed to have yawn tons of time

1st lesson has its typical start off point
still,i was taken aback when the lecturer mentioned
"pls give a short introduction of urself"
"name & where you work"
- oh lord,i hate this -
"Hi,I'm Soo Ling and I just graduated from Uni"
right after mentioning that,everyone made a sharp head turn and looked at me
it was weird indeed,bcoz i have never expected such a reaction frm my coursemates
it seems like they have never encountered a uni student before,lol lol
the lecturer joked after releasing a awed expression
"so y r u here when u already hv a degree on hand?"
..... i am like .....
haha,erm,i studied hospitality thus i am here to gain some knowledge for a new field
thus he added on "dont worry,i will guide u step by step"
- heaving huge sigh of relief -

gosh,i wonder was it because i am stubborn or i am just being focus in the past
i realised i am so ignorant on the on-goings of any other industry except hospitality/tourism
the stories/issues/terms told and used were such a stranger to me
i flip my notes every now and then to further aid me in understanding wat the lec was talking
really,besides service service service and more service
i seriously know nuts
it's indeed a whole.new.world to me

despite all the mixed emotions
for the 1st time
i kind of enjoyed the slow drive back home
listening to the melody of jay chou's music
re-evaluating the chimalogy terms used in class
for a very short moment
i realised i am keen in having a change in career path for sure
- lol lol lol -
- tsk tsk tsk -

i am just so easily contented
i am just so easily being persuaded
i am just so easily being amused by new challenges

*??? who am i ???*
*its sth i will never know myself till then*

most importantly,at least i am looking forward to the next lesson
a great improvement as its been long since i am last proud of myself
small pat on my own shoulders
- lol lol lol -

11:12 pm;