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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

}~~ siLenCe oF dwNpOuRs ~~{

..... EXPERIENCE .....
is a hard educator
it gives you the test first before the lesson
i paid a hefty price this time round
a time in my life when I felt immensely hurt
shocked and confused
by words and actions
feelings are vulnerable
bruised hearts heal
broken ones are scarred forever

the past 1 week had been a tough one for me
i went thru a period of realizing the cruel reality of life
it's definitely a very thin line between success and failure
a punishment made on me which doesn't justify
sth i cant comprehend
sth i cant agree on
still,Life has to go on

seriously,Life played its biggest joke on me
..... Life can .....
seem ungrateful and not always kind
pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind
place challenges right at your feet
overwhelm you and make your head spin
be hurtful and not always fair
offer its up and its downs
bring you both smiles and frowns

thus,to counter-attack this evil twist of Life that happen to me
...... i will ......
take the Life and give it my best
think positive,be happy and let own’s motivation do the rest
take the challenges that life has laid at my feet
take pride and be thankful to everyone I've met
give forgiveness to myself if when I stumble and fall
take each day that dealt me and give it my all
have faith that when needed it will always be there
take life's simple pleasures let them set my heart free

the ideal way of Life is simply to even the score
as I met and faced with Life's Tug of War

I’ve faced the mirror day after day
Reflecting and telling the soul I faced everyday
Making good of the hardships met
Forced reprimanding on what is done
Ensuring its never gonna happen again

***~ a fALLeN rAiSed sTar ~***

The urge to destroy something is so much more powerful and dangerous in adults than in kids,for this reason. Because the destroyer is somebody you know, and the words are crafted so precisely to burn your soul,the damage can be profound.

That's why I've always had to concentrate on the fact that people are not my personal playthings,because I know that if I forgot it in anger and spoke the words that I know would affect them,they might never be the same,and I would doubtless lose them forever. I would feel vindicated with wrathful anger for all of thirty seconds, and then I would be crushed with guilt for possibly the rest of my life.
~ never will I,kiss my ass,k b**** ~
- may * get b**** in *** -

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