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Thursday, June 12, 2008

!@! nEvEr LoNeLy !@!

its been donkey long since i last saw Jenna
finally,this time round when i am back
we managed to catch up and it was faaaaaantastic
it was just over dinner that we had those ancient chtting sessions
it was at UE Square's Minori Dining & Sake
UE Square's carpark is holly polly crap
we,more of I,had a freak hell tough time in finding the link btw the CP and UE Square
i almost gotten myself locked out
after a few blunders and mystery search,I managed to "solve" it
just nice,Jenna and Kelly whom was late,@#$%,thus they were lucky with my guidance
- lol lol lol -
after sweating it out in parking the car at the right location
!!! we headed to the restaurant for our awaited ala-carte buffet !!!
we were soooo hungry tat we ordered a table full of cuisine to satisfy the growling tummy

the price is a little bit steep but as Jenna and I were Sashimi fans
it was worth all penny for us
poor Kelly,whom doesn't enjoy raw fish,had to munch onto those lower range cuisine
- lol lol lol -
everytime she ordered a particular dish
Jenna and I will look at each other and give a "certain" look
- wahahahahaha -
eg Miso Soup
- kekekekeke -

of coz,we had to have a pose with one of our "ingredients"
Jenna started off with chawamushi
Kelly had her cup of hot green tea
Moi,being scolded by Kelly for using hot green tea(which i did not know she used it)
I had to use edamame,which was my ultimate favourite

after a STOMACH full of Japanese cuisine
we had to end the day with something sweet on the tooth
Jenna had haagen daz vouchers with her and after several brainstorming
we settled ourselves at the branch located at Clarke Quay
- omg bash bash omg -
i am freaking "mountain tortoise"
i haven had a chance to step inside the long ago newly revamped Clarke Quay
it was gorgeous minus those polluted air of cigarette smell
a very very nice ambience to chill out by the river side restaurants
it has changed so much,remembering back the days where i used to visit it weekly
those were the days when the whole of clarke quay building is full of my collectible toys
- hmz hmz hmz -

yesterday dinner assured me that I am really never alone after the saga
people still do believe in me
the person whom i am
the person i portrayed all along
the person who never fails to give my very best
- i am really someone -
no one left on a very nice note since day 1
however,we will never lose touch with those we once rough it thru with
the success of friendship does not lie on frequent meet-ups
but more of putting in effort in making sure the bond never breaks

i thought i would be the last man standing
but i was wrong
very wrong indeed
a small little move,changed my life forever
i detest such an outcome
but i dun seem to have any more shields to charge forward
i am wounded and had fallen,a wound tat will heal one day
but a scar it will be in my heart forever
reminding me the "wrongs" i did
punishing me the way it should not be
buckets of tears were shed
braving it through is wat's needed to not regret

当一个人做了十件事
当中有九个是好的，而一个是坏的
人人只记得他所做的那一个错事
这个社会是现实的
我学习到，千万不要想得到任何好事的回报
应为别人会觉得那都是那个人心甘情愿所做的事
所以没有人会对你感到感激或感恩
应为到头来，在别人的眼里你还是错了

12:46 pm;