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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

!#@ atTaiNinG a NevEr wAntEd gOaL ~@#!

..... exactly 2mths from now .....
i am going to make my family proud
by
donning on the graduation gown and hood
placing the precious mortar board on moi's head

***i just wish for everything to go smooth in these coming months***

- plagiarism acts to be covered -

- miracles to happen -

***the 'frog' is finally seeing some shed of light shining thru its deep empty well***

pursuing a degree has never been in my plans since my poly days

i know myself well enough

since young,i have never been performing well,academic-wise

i loathe studying,exams,etc

but,i do like the lifestyle of a student,full of freedom

when the flame of passion for the service industry was burning inside me

i was very sure that my decision was right,degree is just useless,it will not help me

all i need is to work as much as possible and gain the utmost experiences i can get

i was soooooooooooo glad,the studying sorrow will forever vanished

however

after graduating from poly n during my 1yr stint in Four Seasons

i've think thru alot,my frens' decisions in life motivates me alot

seeing how persistent they were in pursuing a degree and working full time concurrently

i've never see a need for me to pursue a degree when i am certain i would be in this industry for life

bt i was motivated further by Ian,coz he once told me "it's a long-term investment"

with this advice of his

i've decided to step onto this path of torturous journey once again

i am glad that i've made this decision in life

because many of my frens are nw uni grads too and many more to come

saying that,i do have displeasures as well

i seriously loathe this school and the UK's disgusting education system

so much hype and wow wow factor about it,yucks

i felt embaressed to say,but i have to

- i've learnt ZERO in terms of knowledge/skills -

but

- i've learnt TONS about life/living -

the most upset thing would be

i thot i would be rubbing shoulders with pple who are even more even service oriented or even more enthusiastic/passionate than me
i thot i would be able to learnt from pple who are above or way above me in terms of skills,flair,etc

bt then,i've found none
my sole purpose of pursuing this degree and coming to this school aint met on even the slightest note

it's depressing to know that pple in the course aint excited abt being in the H&T industry in general

???people deal too much with the negative,with what is wrong???

???why not try and see positive things,to just touch those things and make them bloom???

- i hv always been doing so,but it's just never enough -

but as times goes by,i've come to realise

***Life's journey is the reward***

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