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Thursday, February 21, 2008

~ 母亲的眼泪 ~

since young
my mum have always remind me
how much a 哭宝 i am
never hv i ever deny that image of mine

seriously,tears flow down my eyes easily
even the slighest gesture of appreciation
i can vouch that,despite tears being salty in taste
it doesnt differ even when it's tears of joy
i was reminded of a moment when i had tears of joy
- a time during moi's internship evaluation in Four Seasons Hotel Singapore reception -
"i had never expected such positive and good comments to come along my way"
"moi's confidence level was pumped n reached 200%"
"times were rough,but i found myself enjoying tremendously"
"thank you,from the bottom of my heart,to 'policewoman' counterparts"
- nicyubin,ahmeng,aidada,laphone,burpywendy
gentlegiantjeff,gorgeouslaura,jappyai,tannyfumie,fleererfairoza -
thereafter,Mr Rao Director of Rooms hv been providing me opportunities every now and then
"am seriously touched,but i've let him down several times due to uncertainties in uni-choice"
- sorry - still - thank you -

i've watched a variety show
i know am atrocious to even shed tears for variety shows
but,it was extremely heartache bcoz i feel for the daughter
a tailoring company boss turn hawker stall owner
a mother,whom have been working day-till-night for years
had her daughter under foster care due to work committments
bringing her home for only 24hrs or less per week
all in the name of providing her a better life in future,with tons of uncertainties

遗憾, 无奈, 都是为了生活
感觉亏欠了她

母亲的承诺
母亲最单纯的愿望

有心去学习

努力不一定会成功，但是要成功必须要努力

失望的眼泪
可是越艰苦的人生才是越精彩
走下去的路一定很艰难
但是只要相信自己

人生的路一定有人会带则你走

sobz sobz

am already learning to treasure

every now and then

..... those wonderful moments .....

as time goes by,i've learned to forgive

but i just cant bring myself to forget

i've been thru it

today,the WHO I AM is moulded by "them"

- i am strong -

3:32 am;