**a LiFe without close sOuls**CoLoUrS oF LiFe???

Saturday, November 24, 2007

~{@ feAr oF tHe uNkNOwN @}~

TODAY
a really terrifying day
no one can understand
the tremor n fear my mates n i had experienced

an unknown man,fully masked and dressed
dash into the lecture theatre @ barely 10mins passed the start of the revision
ranting loudly with indistinct utterance
in a mere 3seconds,he dashed out

everyone kept silence for that moment
but soon enough
laughters were heard and amused faces seen

no one knew what had happen

'prank' i hope it is n isnt

for a long pausing moment

i thought it was a massacre

the Virginia Tech emo-thoughts just flew straight onto me

thereafter,i could barely concentrate on the revision lecture

tons of scenarios floating in my mind

i had even thought of hw to hide myself if it's a REAL massacre

knowing nuthing can stop a bullet being shoot right into me

still,i had planned it all

1st: Hide under the pathetic swivel tabletop

2nd:use my bag to block the left side of my curled up body

as my front and back r all block by the chair-backs

and my right side is block by my fren's body

I feel sooooo safe,coz i am 'protected' at all 4 sides

i know its lame,coz i should be running for my life instead of hiding

but,i believe,if it's a real thing,everyone would be scare out of wits

prob those who tried to run will b gunned dwn first

last but not least,last resort would be FAKE DEATH

chances of surviving it thru is high

for the whole day,my mates and i were reliving those moments

sharing our thoughts of hw it would be like

will we be there to lend each other a helping hand in running for lives

how r we going to inform each other's parents if anyone survives and others dont

will a grand memorial be held in memory of the talented us

will 1st class honours be given to us just bcoz we've passed away

we shiver within us,but are glad to b ALIVE right nw

we treasure,appreciate and loved much more

It’s times like today
That have me doubt it all
A shock of horror near my heart
waves of faints screaming in my ear

I went through hell and back
in one spare moment of time
I closed my eyes and rain poured down
I saw heaven falling right before my eye

Unappreciated love of life, drowned in passion for darkness
A shock of horror near my heart, waves of faint screaming in my ear
Chaos empowered in loss,broken on the edge

~ I am ALIVE ~

6:54 am;