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Saturday, October 21, 2006

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I had worked REAL HARD

I hope it REAPS

coz

I had SOWed

Deeply

Experiencing the toughest time of my life,2weeks ago

Library was my 2nd home

Campus room plunged to 3rd

Dictionary,Textbook,Lecture Notes & Journals were my BEST of Friends

Ain't gonna survive without seeking their "intelligence"

I owe it all to 'them',non-living things

Apologizing to all

MIAing from emails,MSN,mobile calls

Done & Over

[Just for the moment]

*****Sense of Achievement *****

***Sets In***

Smilez

Cheers @ Chancellors

[Pub on campus,infront of my hostel]

Being a Non CLUBber, Non PUBber

I did it both here in Surrey

Still, no dance, just being there

Drinking, only wine, to join in

??WHY??

Wine's proven to prolong age

??Do i believe??

??Y not??

It might just be TRUE

Conclu:

I half-detest Rubix

(Sch's own Disco,events full 7days a week)

(I respect students way of relaxing, each had its own preference)

I detest Clubbing

I detest noisy music

I detest those scenes

I detest people who have no limits in drinking at all

I detest those cigarettes smell

I detest seeing people getting emo after being pissed drunk

I detest those wobbly legs of drunkards

I detest people who cant drink for nuts,but act as if they can

I had wished they are so drunk and get into trouble that tarnished their life[opz]

Mel & Ryl,half high,thus kissing me

??Want to have guys surrounding you??

??Having their hands on ur waist??

Disco is THE place

Men,flirtatious,as usual

Not being able to push a guy's hands away

In case,u might not be able to head home safely,being punched or dope or "raped"

Standing in the centre dance floor, blurly

That's ME

University Life in a foreign land

Stole away my active behaviour, unlike poly days

Rip me off from joining activities

Fearing of being "dis-criminated",like my experience in my Essay Writing class

By a lecturer,that's even worst

So un-mature can an old lady be

Her jokes is the lameness of all

Even locals detest laughing at things which ONLY she feels its funny

Soooo afraid to be an introvert

Cant imagine,neither can my friends

Love,

Being in the comfort of my room

Enjoying my bouncy bed

The warmth of the duck-down duvet

My solidicious entertainment system, Sony Vaio Lappie

Collections of 280 DVD, increased

Altec Lansing Base Speakers

Creative Noice-Cancellation Headphone

In-room Snack Bar

Sipping Wine, night after night

***Bliss Bliss***

Waiting Time during laundry sessions

[Best time to reflect on myself and surroundings]

Padding on own's shoulder

Complementing myself

Motivating further

Saying Thank You to self

For all the hard work done

Yummylicious dinner adds SMILEZ

Spam stir fried with Bologneise sauce,Capsicum

Prepared by Mel,Ryl,Moi & Jaster

Menu:

Smoked Salmon

Salad Prawn

Colesaw

Cheery Tomatoes

& Onions

Spam Stuffed Portabello Mushroom,with melted Morzerella

Baked Pasta,topped with Ham,Mushroom,Sausages

[cooked from scratch,no instant/semi involved]

!!!!!Tell me,If u had dare said it aint EXCELLANT!!!!!

Weekend trip to London,once again

Ryl,Thx for the ever-loving hospitality

Uncle,Thx for the ever-yummy cuisines of urs,even at 1am!!!!

I am really missing those relax days in the living room's sofa

Happy Days ending soon

School work piling up again

I detest it

Bt thats wat i am here for!

Sadly

I am embracing it day-by-day

Trust Me

I am moving ON

Slowly

but

Steadly

6:09 am;