**a LiFe without close sOuls**CoLoUrS oF LiFe???

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

~sOurCe oF sUrVivaL~

I am not sure have I made a wrong major decision in life for once?Or perhaps a decision that's putting me through some hardships that i did not foresee, some level of independency that i underestimated myself to be, more of how inefficient can british be. Being a Singaporean, complaining is naturally in my blood.Probably not upfront complains, but subtle complains and whinings to family,peers,pals and unknown souls.

Cheryl,Mel & Moi in Guildford Town
Only place to head to when bored,only town,sadly to say

Loved the weather thou there's still SUN!

Loved the company i had throughout these few days~

Loved the University's environment that's making me feel the way how i visualize my Uni life would be.

But,I am still in search of answers to WHY time passes so slowly in UK?Being on the constant lookout of my watch's timing and feeling tired on everybit of a second that the clock ticks.Time is the most precious thing that Singaporeans would treasure most.

But here in UK,I had wish the clock turn its "hands" quick enough to end my day in a split second.

I start to wonder isit due to boredom?

Is the school's cranky system on registration affecting me badly?

Having not known what class u belong to and not having to attend lectures and tutorials taking its toll on me?

Am I that studious to be affected?

*Unwillingly Smilez*

Life's SLOW here in UK.I need to kick that fast pace SIN speed in me.

Would I be like my rotten Strawberries?

I'm afraid, I would.I'm afraid.

Since Internship days, Mr Tan HS,my lecturer and advisor who takes care of all needs of mine during those hardship/enjoyment days, mentioned once to me: See the silver lining within those dark clouds.Till today,it has always been a motivational quote that I took with me and placed it in my pocket of learning wisdoms.

I hope I can!

What keeps me going?What tells me that I need to persevere??
Multiple voices!Multiple chants tell me so!
I am here to do them proud!

Presenting to you those who are pulling me on this route of rough patches!

Jess babe, Thx for those "removable" pics from your dedicated album!

~My Beloved Family & Frenz in Life~
~You are all in my heart~

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